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ok can

2012-01-25T18:45:00.006+08:00

you were once inside my mind. But now, not anymore

WOAH. i realised something, i've had this blog since 2008 !
And this is only my freaking 352nd post >__< Well, commendable for someone who doesn't have alot of time :D ! HEHEHEHEHAHAHAHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHIHIHIHIHHIHI ! Okay, today was the start of school after the Chinese New Year holidays (: I got spammed in the middle of the night on Saturday. LOL, i'm not even chinese
Got spammed with msg-es of happy CNY and stuff :>
Nevertheless, thanks (:
Anyways, i spent the entire holidays with my awesome family ^^

20-22nd Jan 2012
Setted off to Melacca that night. Well, practically,
it was morning :>
hehe ! Everyone was super tired ! so didn't really
follow the timings to set off and stuffs closely.
hmmm, the van picked us up and and we headed off !
Had several stops in the journey.
Went to one of the famous coffeeshop there,
and the food was ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D
Had BR ice-cream, costed me a freaking RM18
for 3 freaking little small cones. i took one bite, everything gone .__.
hehe ^^
i tried the nasi padang there, woah ! damn nice can ?!
ish, the food in singapore cannot be compared.
i literally slept in the van for the whole journey,
my eyes were heavy and i was really tired.
The song in my phone replayed for 3 whole time before we
finally reached the chalet ^^
It was not bad, my mum said that we went there before,
but i couldn't remember any single shit :(
so yeah, the place occupied a big space
in front of the sea, the breeze.... cannot take it(:
We reached at around 3 and we went out
for a walk. took our lunch at a nearby warung
the best ICE KACHANG i ever tasted ! WAHLAO, SO NAICEEEE !
it was called ABC. and we savoured the kampung dishes :>
it was really awesome, i swear.

the next day was awful :(
i had a swollen eye and i felt terrible. fug
the water was cold and i was shivering. And i couldn't
believe when i woke up that morning, realising
that i didn't put any blanket on me. Surviving the cold madness
with just my sleeping clothes on. i didn't even use the pillow.
wahhh, PROUDTOBEME ! kekekekek.
We had breakfast at another awesome place,
quite a distance from the chalet.
the noodles were excellent ! Magnificent :D
shopshopshopshopshopshopshopshopshopshopshopshop.
Went back to Singapore that night and home sweet home (:

AND OH YES, I WAS SUPER ANGRY AT THE SINGAPORE'S CHECKPOINT

23rd Jan 2012
i was sleepy, really very sleepy. my dearest mum and aunt
had planned the whole day out for us ! Although i felt lazy,
i had to appreciate their doings, so just went along with them ^^
went into Malaysia once again !
Uncle took us and we ate lunch at his recommended eating place.
The food's not bad though (:
went off to the seaside and it was great, freaking great :D !
i had 2cones of ice cream, had a brainfreeze on the second one.
i tasted the best guava in my entire life of living on Earth !
and i almost spent all of my money on that guavas !
So chilled there for quite some time and it started pouring :(
So went back to uncle's house
and slacked there.
Headed home at around 11 and i slept like a pig after that ! @.@

24th Jan 2012
Finally had a decent sleep for the nigth.
I alarmed my phone @9am. Hoping to wake up and
complete my assignments. But when i woke up,
it was already 11am -,- FAIL CAN.
So decided to chiong everything. but i only completed my MT hw !
Which i once again, am PROUDTOBEME.
i did not copy anything ^^ HEHEHEHEHEH !
So went out with lovelies again and had breakfast+lunch+dinner
at Al-ameen :D ! sat there for about friggin 2hours
and headed to aunt's house. slacked there until it was night (:

A picture describes a thousand words
Pictures are up on Facebook :D !

LOL, best guavas ever :D !

i was once a turtle

2012-01-20T16:22:00.005+08:00

Shit, i keep shitting

Really need to blog out this little feeling right now :(
Been feeling rather sad this few days, kept thinking of my grandmother :(
Everytime think of her, i cried.
Seriously, what kind of shit is this ?
i really miss her, like seriously MISS !
I think of her when i'm having problems.
When i was young, i used to call her up
and complained every single little things to her.
I remembered clearly. Once, my mum beat the hell out of me,
i called up my grandmother and she scolded my mum (:
She's like the most caring person ever (:
And now, i can't even do that anymore.
I'm like seriously sad. !"$%^&*

And now, i realised something about myself.
I cry when i think of her, every single thing about her D;

2012-01-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

DON'T BE DUMB, I STILL LIKE YOU.

SERIOUSLY :(

Just a short one.

2012-01-03T19:17:00.004+08:00

I left the game even before i tried.

Hola ö !

Firstly,

WOOTS ! Had an insane night that night O.O ouh.
Hmm, i think i shall start with

31th Dec

It was a freaking awesome day !
i think i went out to shop on that day ! hmmmmm.
But, what i could remember was that, i had the most tiring night
of my life :(
I spent the last few minutes of 2011 with my families :P
Had a great time with them yo ! haha
we setted off to Pasir Ris to visit out
Great-grandmother ! Wow, she's as fit as a.... me ? :D LOL.
She kept a cat and i was very anxious. Panicked at any
slight movement being made in the house. Woah ! -,-
hahahhaha ! God.
we sat and ate satay *yumyum*
until it was time to catch the fireworks ^^
Went to East Coast park to find a suitable place,
But too bad, we went there quite late and there
weren't any suitable place. But we found one spot that we
could do our fishing as well as watch the fireworks at the same time :3
We slacked through the nite and
went to Woodlands mart for supper after the spectacular view :D !

1st January

Had only a few hours of sleep before my mum
had to wake me up :O
i felt so weak but hey, first day of the year 2012
and as well as the last 2nd day of the holidays !
i got to spend it well and treasure the time :>
kekekekekek ! this time,
went to Changi beach for a picnic under the moonlight~
cheyyyy, hahah ! it was actually a sunny and windy day :P
it started raining when we reached there. This time,
we spend the day with my family on my father's side.
The previous day, was the family at my mother's side O.O^
okok, we had to wait under the shelter for around 15minutes
until the rain stopped.
Found a place and lay-ed the stuff out :D
we rented this two-seater bike.
And.. i got a very interesting story to tell (:
When i rode that bike with my big sister,
we cycled pass this group of banglas.
They whistled and stared at us. For goodness sake man,
this is singapore, u don't whistle and stare to any
girls that walk pass you, in my case, cycle.
SERIOUSLY ?! have you guys ever noticed how freakish their stares
look whenever u pass by their lorry or any construction thingy ?
I feel like gorging their eyes out.
So, yeah. back to my story.
So i decided to tell my sister to U-turn so that i could let
them taste revenge. yes, sweet revenge.
so when we cycled pass those !@#$%^&*()_+
i stucked out my little small middle finger up and cycled fast.
We were way too fast for them to catch up.
HOHOHOHOHO !
i hurried back to the picnic place and acted as if nothing happened.
WOOTS ! i was finally satisfied.
Not wanting to say its a rude thing to do, but come on !
i think i made half of the girls in Singapore happy(:
cheyyy, K. fake :3 just kidding just kidding.
so yeah, ended my day with riding the taxi home :(
and yes, SCHOOL WAS STARTING !

2nd Jan

Did nothing much today, was basically tired and weak. phewww :/
But didn't want to disappoint Dreezel, so met up with her
and accompanied her to CWP.
I was lucky i did not spend more than $50 (: i'm proud.
hehehehehe ^^
bought a new water bottle and story book :D ! WOOHOO.
wanted to buy a new shoe bag ! but, i kept thinking,
It's my last year in school and i'm gonna step down
in mid April :D !
So, i dont have to find any reason to buy a new shoebag ^^
besides, i have a new shoebag that hasn't been use yet that i got
for my 15th birthday :P !
So, might as well, save the money and yeah, save !

3rd Jan

First day of school was great i suppose ?

kthxbai.

i wasn't sure of that feeling, but trust me, i knew what it was.

It was pure coincidence

2011-12-31T00:02:00.006+08:00

i was acting to be a nice person. Well, better than not acting to be one.

i can now officially declare myself bankrupt.
Ouhhhhhlalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

29th Dec
i think it was one of the most craziest day of my life,
Well, probably not the correct term to use.
Hmmmm....
I spent a huge sum of money in one day, i guess
It was almost half of the money i had previously in my bank account.
Yea, shows that there wasn't alot of money in my bank account to begin with :3
Kekekekek. I woke up at freaking 8am, just to get ready
To go to school. Which in turn, i only spent like half a minute in it.
I went into school, took the list and went out. Yahhhh, i even put on the
School uniform -,- wahhh, should have just asked my mum to take it :}
but nevertheless, it's not enough to spoil my mood :P
Went home and continued my sleep for like 5minutes and the alarm
Went on. @&)(;:?!¥><\~|[}#%^ Get changed quickly and headed to mac to have lunch with kkj. It was cool, we hadn't really met much since the holidays started, We had only been chatting on fb chat most of the times, So when i met him, i kinda felt great ? Ouh o.o haha ! Time passes by fast and i already had to go off :( Met up with Gladys goh, Jovyna Ang and Lee yiqi And went off to orchard road ! That's when my pocket started to tear slowly :D hehehe ^^ went into takashimaya and browsed around. Finally found a great backpack for school and bought it (: I wasn't sure whether i wanted to buy it at first, but since we were already there, Might as well buy it rather than waste my travelling money all the way to orchard And bought nothing. Yes, i am pure singaporean -,- As usual, we started to laugh at every single thing we did. I mean, every single thing I did ! Hmpphhh. They literally laughed At everything i say and do :( They didn't even let the tshirt i was wearing off. God, i think they're Jealous of my cute shirt :> hahahaha !
But then, i had fun with them too. They laughed, i laughed.
For what reason ? I also don't know ^^
heheheh. We walked around the road and finally found a place to eat,
Bought artease milk tea and it was great except for the small pearl
Whch ruined everything :@
I DON'T LIKE SMALL PEARLS
We jumped into the stickies outlet and i saw how they made those awesome candies.
Perhaps i'm lagged, but i swore, that was my first time seeing.
The singlish candies looked good but they were sold out ! Awwww.
We wanted to get out of there but the sky ended up pouring.
We decided to catch a movie, Alvin and the chipmunks 3, while waiting for the rain
To stop. After we bought the tickets, the rain stopped.
Yeahh, Nice work rain ! Woohoo -,-
The deal of the day was: free small coke with every movie ticket purchased.
We bought artease milk tea before that, got 4small coke for free and bought
2 sets of combo which they then threw in a free cute little chipmunk in ^^
we had to gulped down the small coke cause we were out of hands !
My stomach was bloated even before i devoured the popcorns ! Poooooop.
The movie finally started and i had to pee in the middle of the show.
I didn't realise that the three bitches was also holding on to
Their bladders until finally the show ended and they were rushing
To the ladies.
Hahaha, epic moment. It was no wonder they were keeping quiet throughout the show.
Which was considered a very rare thing for them to do in cinemas :3
The queue was effing long that me and Gladys decided to try the other level toilets.
Unfortunately for us, all the toilets were full. We found one, which was pretty much for the handicapped. But who cares ?
Raced into it and released our fluid. Haha !
It was quite late and we decided to head home.
Trained to marina bay and wanted to bounce back, hoping that i would get to sit for the rest of the journey. Ended up, when we reached orchard again, a group of children went in and fought for the reserved seats.
I was waiting for others to stand up and offer their seats to the
Little kids. For all i know, i ended up being the 'others'
Hmmm, finally did a good deed and stood up till yio chu kang where i then rested my butt (:
Wasnt that tiring anyway, just that there was an empty sit and i wouldn't want it to go to waste :P
So why not ? And for the second time, i am a singaporean -,- haha !
Finally reached Admiralty and home sweet home :D

30th Dec
Today was abit relaxing for me.
Well, first part of the day i would say. Had to wake up really early and couldnt sleep in :(
I waited for that 3 same bitches to come my house (:
I helped them with their homeworks and played some games on our gadgets.
And yeah, Gladys figured out how to continue the impossible red test after the 4th part.
I was still stucked at the 4th question and was wondering how to complete it :3
Hahahaha ! She finally told me the answer and life was easy for me after that :>
went down for lunch and headed home again.
Had 2 rounds of monopoly deal and started our work for the sec 1 orientation :D
I was helping them to complete all the stuffs needed for this coming thursday !
We were working our ass off, writing and cutting and decorating and etc.
I felt like sleeping but couldn't bear to abandon them ! Woah o.o
So continued and finished till the end (:
Until now, i still have a stack of leaflets left for me waiting to decorate.
Well, shall start tomorrow :o
They spent their whole day at my house and i was glad they didn't zhi hai (?)
Haha, they taught me that word :/
Kekekkekeke, they finally went home and i was tired !

Accompanied my mum and little sis to the park at night and i headed home
Half way, was way too exhausted.
Well, at least i spent afew minutes with them :P
Dad was sitting on the massaging chair and damn, i wanted to use it badly.
Ended up not getting to use the machine and went to watch my daily life drama on channel 8 instead.
Rested my feet and finally, tmr i'm not gonna get out of my bed till 12pm (:

Its the final friday for 2011,
Its has been a really great year for me and i swore when i looked at the clock now,
The time is 12.59am ! Woots. Last minute till the last day of 2011 (:
I've met many new friends this year and i never regretted knowing all of them.
Especially to my besties.
Dreezel jade, Kim kyun jun, Chan chao xin, Jenny yang and Li ruqin.
You guys have made my year a meaningful one (:
Its been a pleasure having you guys in my life. Always there to encourage
And pushing me on regardless of any circumstances.
I wouldn't want to be called mushy but i got to admit,
You guys really changed my life.
I used to hate being in this school. But if i hadn't gotten into this school, i wouldn't have met you all :D
Hope you guys have a great year ahead and lets strive together and excel in our major examination
Held this coming year 2012 (: all the best yo ^^

Hey jeremy, well. I hope you read this !
Sorry lahhh ! Wahhh, don't be so petty can ?! Tsk, i was just playing that time.
Didn't expect you to take it seriously :/
And i was away on a vacation so didn't really cared about the msges
I got from everyone. Even dreezel's ! Tsk, SORRY lah ass. Haha !
See i so good ? Wrote to you in this one small section just for you sia :D , kbai.

And there is also my dearest netball girls :p
You guys are the lamest girls i've ever met.
Can be cool but gays at times :3 we've worked together as a team for quite afew years
I am very proud to call u guys as my teammates and friends ^^
cheering me on when i can't shoot in court, well i know it rarely happens but well, was trying to be all feeling feeling.
Hahahahaha ! And although i GL alot, u guys still like me for who i am.
Never have i once heard people scolding me for my character :D
Hmm, which is a good sign ! So goodluck for your major examinations next year and let's work hard
To creat history and not let history repeat itself once more :>

wowwwww, its 1.10am now and i need my beauty sleep.
Gonna go for countdown tomorrow with my lovelies and just have fun till school reopen (:
Nites little biatches !

pictures uploaded in fb

all i wanted was a chance, but you never cared

Oh no, i don't mind at all bitch

2011-12-27T23:57:00.004+08:00

i was just hoping you could stop making me feel jealous.

Have been leading a rather tiring life lately.
Hmmm, guess gonna start with the awesome Netball day camp on the 22nd of December :D
woah, its been quite awhile, so i can't possibly remember everything -,-
Ermm, ohyahhhhh !!
On the 21st of December, the main team were having the all-day-intensive training :>
i was suppose to be kind of serious, but ended up slacking most of the times :/
God, if there was an award for the most-slackers-of-all-time,
I think i would be one of the nominees, maybe the winner i guess ? Haha ^^
Although i was hoping that the intensive day won't come previously,
Unexpectedly, i completed it and i'm proud of it (:
Ok, my english totally cmi.

Oh yeahhh, the day after that intensive day camp was more relaxing !
We had team bonding games in the morning and my back was breaking.
I feel like an old lady :(
Like a seriously yo, we played all of those extreme team bonding games.
Although it was tough, but i gotta admit,
I had fun and i'm sure everyone learnt something throughout the whole thingy ^^

The other girls started to come in after 2pm.
It was pure fun after 2pm, no more slogging our hearts out
And no more fitness and no more scoldings and no more tired :P
One part of the team setted up the BBQ stuffs and the other played games
Until the sun went down ^^
somehow, there were some unforeseen circumstances along the way.
But i'm glad, everyone pulled through (:
We ate to our heart's content and drank like we nvr drank before :D it was awesome.
Haha ! The best part has yet to come.
We had our gift exchanges in the night and it was godddd, epic.
We tried something new for the gift exchange and everyone enjoyed it (:
I enjoyed it myself :3

However, the day ended fast and we all headed home after eating again :(
NOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMMMMMMMMM !!

23rd Dec

Dad was clearing his annual leave and was idling
At home like a boss :>
As usual, he settled our meals at home and invented
This cool dish :D lalalalalalalalala~
it was nice though :-)
Mum came home and we went out as a happy family ^^
hmmm, lame :/
after that,
Me, sis, mum, aunt and cousin went to Jurong east swimming pool
To relax ourself ^^
I thought that after the renovation, it would look better, butt....
Yeah, its kind of the same :/
Spent the rest of the day there and KFC-ed.
Might be one of the best experience i had spending my time
In KFC (:

24th Dec

Probably one of the most happiest day of my life (:
I was actually surprised when i found myself all freshened up
Before 7am ,
Woahhhhh ! Rare much. In fact, the whole family was up before 10am ! O.o
Guess it must have been a wake-up-early day thingy that day :3
Lololol.
It was christmas and the roads were filled with..... People. Hahha !
We went shopping the whole day and had fun :D
Took a queue number at the singtel shop at cwp and had to wait for
A freaking 2hour just to get the stuff D;
Dad was determined to get the 'butterfly' bread at dough culture,
Hmmmmm, ALTHOUGH IT LOOKED WEIRD AND SMELT WEIRD TOO,
ITS FREAKISHLY NAICE !!
I got my stuff and we went shopping again (:
Bought alot of stufffffffffffffffffffff~~ and i was happy.
Mum bought this cool chair at courts and i was surprised
By the woman who served us. Malay speaking china woman.
MAC-ed for dinner and i saw many friends :O awkward.
Walked home and ended the day with a movie :D !

25th Dec
hahahahahahhehehehehehhohohohohohhihihihihi
Had another fun filled weekend with my family (:
Apart from my big sis. She missed out everything cause of her work.
I made her jealous by showing all of our photos together :D
I woke up pretty early that morning.
Accompanied my mum to the doctor, she was sick :(
And went to shop for groceries,
Every other of my siblings were calling me, saying
"ouh, where did you go ?"
I was like, "doing the groceries with mum"
They laughed and hung up -,-
What the toot. Ohh well, figured that reaction from them out anyway (:
Mum decided to cook but something changed her mind, idk what thing :0
So she bought some packet food and we had that for breakfast :-D
Sis went to work and like usual,
We went out again without her :D hahahahahahah !
Dad drove us to little india and little sister bought
Herself a new handphone :3 i'm jealous.
The wind was strong and i was sleepy,
Sat in the car with mum while they took their time choosing
The handphone in that little shop.
We headed to Mustafa �� center next and did shopping.
Oh myy, i think they have almost everything there !
Grabbed whatever we wanted and i saw 2 teachers and 4 friends :D hmmm,
Coincident much.
Next stop, Yishun reservoir. I think ? No idea what's that called :O
Since the day was very windy, decided to spend the next hour
Enjoying it there (:
We had dinner at woodlands checkpoint (?)
BRIYANI BRIYANI BRIYANI !

And after that, dad drove us to this secluded place to enjoy the scenery ^^
although, i must admit there was no freaking scenery,
We just pretended there were.
Hahahaha ! :3
We headed to 888 next and guess what ? Lol, shopped for groceries again.
I have no idea how many times must my mum do her groceries per week o,o
My dad told me "let's just pamper her this once"
LOL. Hahahahaah ! So funny C:
Dad told me and my younger bro and sis to take one basket
And go off to another direction.
We could take whatever we like and ...... BOOM. We took whatever we liked :3
Haha, agreed to spend not more than $5 each. Ended up spending like
Nobody's business. Well, it's dad's money anyways :D so took advantage
Of the situation (:
I was tired and tired and tired.
Went home and fell asleep right after bathing.
Couldn't care less about the stuffs we bought from the shopping-dayssss~

26th Dec

Monday bluessssss.
Woke up late, now ! Thats the real me.
Spend the whole day at home,
And declined every invitations.
Don't exactly like to use the term 'rot'
But who cares ? Yeah man ! I rotted at home :D kekekekekek.

27th Dec

I found myself drowning in the seassss~
oppsss :/ that was a one part of the lyrics in a song :>
hehe !
I went cycling with my sister :D had an adventurous afternoon.
Hot like shit, but windy like pee. Ooooo.
Lunched at woodlands mart and cycled till evening.
Fetched mum from admiralty and yeahhhhh !!!!!
7 more days till school reopens -,-
Exactly a week from now,
Books, calculator, pen, pencils, ruler, curve ruler, eraser, markers blahblahblahblahblah..
And !, wakingupearlyinthemorningat6.30amforanotherwholeyearalloveragain.
Hmmmm, guess gotta live with that (:

1.05am now.
Nites :D

I couldn't repair your brakes, so i made your horn louder

2011-11-30T16:59:00.002+08:00

it wasn't anything, it was just jealousy.

I gotta be the happiest girl in the world eh :D !
Its been quite after few weeks, My cliques and i finally ended our work.
I'm just waiting for the freaking cheque to come :(
I'm like seriously running out of $$ fast. WOAH, gotta start
being thrifty from today onwards.
but i'm guessing it won't be of any use.
Whenever i see something, i would like tell myself
' nehmind, the cheque is coming baby '
Ya Right bitch. nothing's coming my way -,-
Guess i'll have to wait for another freaking week until that
shit comes to my letterbox. Not blaming anyone, but come on !
this is serious delay sia :@
I'm not gonna ask money from my mum & dad anymore,
they're already carrying a whole load of
burden paying off our bills (?)
So i just have to calm down and wait~

That Faithful Day.
Yeah, that faithful day, sprained my leg twice in a day yo :>
i was feeling allright after the first sprain, but
could not take it after the second blow on my ankle -,-
I felt as if someone stabbed through my heart,
cheyyyy, abit exaggerate eh ! HAHAHA !
so funny. And i took the bus home :O
Just one stop, i got up the bus, found a seat, and it
was just the right time to go down :D
How great !
couldn't train for the next 3 weeks :(
and my life is miserable as it is.

The weather's been so hot and cold lately,
i can't believe i'm sweating right now
when the rain just stopped. ohh myy~

And yahh, visited the sinseh yesterday with xinhui and gladys :3
i found TCM quite good uh, but idk why, people are so against it -,-
it cost me $25, awww ! half of my note is gone :(
the uncle keep asking me
'pain mah, pain mah ?'
i was screaming in my heart and i just said ' Nope Nope :P '
WTF ?! super pain sia :( But must act strong abit mahh, haha !
he bandaged my leg & i cnnt da qiu tmr :( !

FACEBOOK
Why is that, they are posting emo stuffs in
facebook. god seriously ? People don't give a toot
about ur damn life. u just wanna gain sympathy. sucha
attention seeker -,- well, i'm just saying babe.
have u nothing better to do ?
If u dun want all that stuff to happen to u,
just get ur butt off the chair and get a life
on the outside world.
Instead of grumbling and posting ur feelings online.
sometimes i really wonder whether what u posted is
real anott, come on !
u post about ur life, and update about it every second
if u do have a life, u wouldn't be facebooking every second.
and u might ask, "can use phone mahh ? "
YA RIGHT :> the icon thingy under ur statuses
say 'via web'
HAHAHHA, funny ?
Unless u walk around backpacking ur pc wherever u go lahh.
Take a picture of urself and ur pc in orchard road and maybe
i'll believe u k :>

there will be no clear sky if i lose u baby

it is annoying

2011-11-14T23:38:00.004+08:00

4-7 NOV

Although it was just a 3day 2night thing, it was still memorable (:
It was definitely a beautiful moment getting to spend the time
with my loved ones at the house up the hill
that my grandfather build himself♥
Many people envied when i told stories about the place.
it has the view of the sea and every morning when u wake up
and take a step outside the house, its just great.
Fresh air awaits and u feel the morning breeze.
my family and i spent the friday night
at my uncle's house, catching up with one another and stuff
setted of on saturday morning where we took our brunch
in a place where i've nvr been before.

THE FOOD SUCKS.
THE SERVICE SUCKS.
THE DRINKS SUCKS.
THE WHATEVER SUCKS.

i was quite happy when we reached the place !
as i've not been there since ages to see my grandpa♥
we settled ourselves in and waited for the rest to arrived,
that day itself, me and the people went down to the
sea and took a dip. we were kinda like in our own planet
as there were no one around :D
told ya, not alot of poeple know about the place ^^
its kinda great cause u can like be childish and stuff
and no one can see what you're like freaking doing :D
HAHA ! epic afternoon (:
the hardest part of all time was that,
after swimming, we have to climb up
the freaking roadhill to reach the house !
omg, can compete with 2.4 bahh ! ok, kuazhang abit :D

so yeah, idled until evening and started the barbecue and party
all night long baby ^^
i was craving satay for the past few weeks and like FINALLY
there's satay to eat :P
It's like a mind communication with me and grandpa -,-

haha ! after we stop, its like super late and we still watched a malay movie.
I don't quite understand what they were saying, i feel so fail :(
but nevertheless, i understood the whole picture >.<
touching much :D

had afew hours of sleep and woke up to a bright morning !
it was practically the day i was waiting for eh !
korban day. dad picked us up and drove us to
a place, i met this 2 little boys. HAHAHA, funny and cute :P
had the whole thing done and went back to the hillhouse :D
we had the second part barbecue until night and my family and i had
to return to JB and spend the night there to avoid
the jam at checkpoint on monday morning :(
But, we were not disheartened cause it was quite a great night at JB too :D
i was freakishly tired and as soon as i laid down on the bed,
my eyes closed. pheww, what a day :/
returned to singapore and all was well :D

8-13 NOV

WOAH, one of the best week of my life yet tiring :/
working week.
my first and second day there were like-
"omg, when is it gonna end, i wanna dieeeeee~~"
but things actually started to get better and as day passed,
i was actually looking forward to waking up in the morning,
taking the train, listening to music, walking to suntec and meet my friends (:
the tiredness no longer belong to my body.
even until now, i want to work with those crazy bitches.
guess we have bonded and i wish they would come and join us
in the next set up event (:

14 NOV

i woke up late this morning,
woke up to even find my small sister back from school.
Gosh. she brought her friends home and i was like
still in my bed -.-
freshen up and the next thing i did,
took a nap at the sofa.
i was literally on it the whole afternoon and evening :D !
like seriously, with the laptop on the coffee table and tv on,
fan blowing at me solo-ly and just relaxing.
i went down to the shop, bought a packet of chips, a bottle of coke
and 2 breads. YA ! survived the day with only that :P i think it was good enough (:
And i finally decided to get off the sofa and walked back to my room
and lie down on my bed :D
HAHAHAHHA ! i guess the whole cycle repeats tomorrow :D TEEHEE !

Don't be such an annoying bitch will you. i seriously don't give a damn
about it. seriously, u can just gtf out of here.

all of a sudden i forget

2011-10-31T23:44:00.003+08:00

All of a sudden, i forget that i was upset

Why is it that those bitches get what they want,
and all that's left for me is some piece of shit.
tsk, what a life man.

i have no problems right now, and i
don't wish to have one :P
just abit jealous of all those bitches that
uses their fake beauty to get what they want eh !
just saying, ermm. wrong term i guess ?
i'm not jealous, just disgusted of their actions :D

pfft, moving along the railroad of my life O.O
hmm, i've been slacking man ! awww, wanna get fit again fast ^^
stamina drop like kns. run 15 rounds around the school for training
is like running forever :(
haha, and thats if i REALLY run 15 rounds. haha !
pathetic life man :<
O levels have not yet finished and i'm
like bragging it off to my sister ^^ haha.
She's been working hard, or that's at least
what i'm seeing :O

ohya ! o level math was pretty okay man :P
It turned out to be less than what i expected.
Well, wasn't aiming for a high grade anyway.
just A2 :P LOL, exaggerate eh !

I caught my dad in a really bad mood today :@
aww, guess he is having some personal problems
which i don't intend to know !
haha, but still. best dad ever !
I ♥ MY DAD & MUM LIKE HOW ermm, haha !
ya, i love them (:

Missing school greatly man,
all those homeworks and friends and laughters
and teachers and nonsense and him.
Tsk, why man why ?
such a sad life i'm having.
Busy all week, yet missing school.
Miss those days where i can just sit
on my table beside my partner and
make fun of my classmates, yea man !
gossip about saggy, and all the
other teachers in the world :P
and all the bitches that is still lingering in the school,
OMG. fun times~

hmmm,
i've thinking.
what if i can't make it for my exams ?
i kept thinking.. and thinking and thinking..
main point, there will be 3 types of people in the room
when the results are released.
-one who cries because they're happy
-one who cries because they're disappointed
& -one who doesn't give a !@#$%^&* shit .

hope i get the ... category. obvious option.

so, just gotta wait and be happy no matter what come's out eh ^^

You suck, but everytime i see you, you rock.

2011-10-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

Fiction Fiction
How am i suppose to forget you when ur constantly on my mind ? :<

TRALALALALALLA, i ♥ my life (:
Addicted to Beast and SNSD, omg :O
ermmm, been waking up pretty late mornings ! :X
MATH CLASS IS LIKE A RABBIT NOT WANTING TO EAT CARROTS :(
IT SUCKS.
Gonna get over it fast and enjoy
the next few weeks of holidays (:
Wahhh, so many people pon.
the class getting lesser and lesser
by the day :>
Wanted to absent myself but fail everytime.
BUT NOT GIVING UP SO EASILY !
1 more day and i will be poker-facing in your face :D

Supposed to have a match with Fuchun sec today,
but it got cancelled, SAD FACE.
I was really looking forward to it ^^ HEHE.
Started training last monday and i guess it went well >.<
Me and Xinhui were like Pro-slackers !
rejected all those oh-so-boring-and-tiring workouts
and joined in all the oh-so-fun-but-still-tiring stuffs :D

HAHAHA ! Freakishly, i was smiling throughout the day without
feeling tired ! Its been so long since i had fun like this :>
Hmmm, gonna have basketball tmr ! yay (Y)
Hope its gonna be another fruitful night (:

i took one look and now its not the same

2011-10-12T17:15:00.003+08:00

it completely explains about my life
我会永远记得的回忆.

TRALALALALALLALA ! i love my life.
LOL, kkay. math class have started,
waiting anxiously for my results :O
AND i miss netball and basketball and my late grandma :(
i dreamt of her last night.
her smile, her beautiful smile.
we were celebrating her birthday and my mum bought
a cake for her, i was so happy and glad
when i dreamt of her. i didn't want to wake up,
i wished it wasn't a dream.
i had wanted to make my way to see her before
everything happened, i regretted not doing so.
Really regretted. Sometimes, the love given by someone
can only be felt through the hearts. and i'm still feeling
the love given by her although she's gone.
i remembered everything about her and i will nvr
forget even if i had too.
When i was young, i used to sleep with her in her room
with grandpa. i miss all of those now.
And everything's gone now.
I've moved on and let go but i still can't believe the fact.
Cherish the ones you love and let there be no regrets (:
SMILE.

You were always there, you were everywhere but i wished right now you were here

Lemme fix ma makeup

2011-10-09T14:09:00.002+08:00

Cause i've been having too many nightmares, that's why i wanna stop.

I think i'm suffering from imsomnia :O
LOL, just kidding, been sleeping late for the past few decades.
i'm starting to wonder why, i think its because
examinations are over and i'm taking
life easy as it is ^^
Been freakishly busy this few weeks, and
its so unlike me to have plans lining up
in consecutive days ! O.O!

Yesterday was a blast ! haha !
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it was seriously a day worth for remembering dudes (:

Been hanging out on tumblr more than this-little-piece-of-shit
for some time now, god. but i can't bear to delete this blog >.<

You've gone through thick and thin with me, i've
drowned all my sorrows in you. you've been my ear as well as
my my other soul, i tell you more than what i'm suppose
to tell. Also more than what i tell my bestfriends :D
i can't live without you :(
HAHA ! CHEYY, FAKE NAHH.

Its just that everytime i press the "deactivate-ur-account"
button, my com lags like a potato -,-!
So yeah ! HAHA !

Hmm, been settling well in this new place.
actually i'm loving it.
And i just realised, having to share the room
with my sisters is way better than having my own room !
U know... the instant second when u close ur eyes
and feels that the zombies are gonna get you,
u'll know that you won't get eaten first ! HAHAHA.

And, i think i've been thinking too much.
Not that i want to think much, just that
"desperate-oh-thinking" much,
zzzzz. idk what i'm talking about :>

You made me feel like you really liked me, then you left, just like it was nothing

no matter what, i'll be hanging on

2011-10-02T14:38:00.002+08:00

WOW !
ITS LIKE SO FAST, EXAMINATIONS ARE LIKE TOMORROW ! FML.
EARLY START OF THE YEAR,'
I SPOKE WITH A GIRL IN MY CLASS OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY
SHE WAS ONE OF THOSE WHOM DOES NOT HAVE MANY FRIENDS,
I QUITE PITY HER CAUSE MOST OF THE JOKERS IN MY CLASS DISLIKE HER.
I'M JUST SAYING, SHE'S QUITE NICE ^^
BTW,WE HAD A LITTLE CHAT.
I ASKED HER, HOW COME U TOOK 7 SUBJECTS
WHEN U COULD HAVE TAKEN 6 AND ENJOY,
SHE SAID IT WAS TO HELP HER IN THE FUTURE !
MY MIND WAS LIKE CONFUSED AND INSIDE MY HEART,
"BABE, U COULD JUST RELAX WHY THE OTHERS DO THE EXTRA SUBJECT MAN,
COME ON ! LESS STRESS AND MORE FREEDOM"
MONTHS PASS BY AND I FOUND THAT HER WORDS WORDS
WERE EATING MY HEART. I WAS SURPRISED !
1) IF I HAVE TAKEN THE 7TH SUBJECT, IT COULD HELP ME
IN MY OVERALL GRADES
2) I DO NOT HAVE ANY STRONG SUBJECTS TO HELP ME
3) EVEN IF I HAVE, ITS JUST AVERAGE PASSING.

I'M LIKE REGRETTING OVER IT NOW.
GUESSING WHETHER I COULD CONTINUE SCHOOL AND
TAKE MY O LEVELS.
I'VE BEEN A COMPLACENT KID ALL ALONG.
MADE SO MANY PROMISE AND I DONT KNOW
WHETHER I WILL HAVE THE CHANCE TO FULFILL THEM.
FRETTING OVER IT WOULD NOT MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE.
TRYING MY VERY HARD TO STUDY WELL
AND HOPE FOR THE BEST ! :D
HOPE ALL IS GONNA BE WELL !

GOD, HELP ME

Pokerface

2011-07-01T19:34:00.003+08:00

MY FACE LOOK LIKE THE BITCH LIVING NEXT DOOR

Urgh, i was so shocked when i woke up this morning
my face was damn freaking pain. couldn't really concentrate
in class especially A.math, god ! i didn't understand
what the teacher was talking. lucky my partner was there, ♥
hehe ^^ ohya ! talking about my face -.-! it was
already red yesterday but it soon wore off.
was swollen this morning but i didn't really give
a damn. mahai, then started to be reddish again when
i was in class. Dreezel kept talking about it
& i was sad D: awww, beeaacchh ! :D
so eventually went home during M.T period
and the office people was also shocked to look at my face.
By then i already realized that half of my face
was swollen :( dammit -.-!
decided to go doctor straight away but when i reached home,
changed and i slept ^^ wow ! from 11am-5.30pm straight !
HAHAHA ! & i only woke up because the bangladeshi people
rang the doorbell repeatedly >.<

hmmmm, decided to watch transformer 3 but plan failed D;
was called out to play basketball, another plan failed D;
decided to go to the doctor, again failed D;
failure man >.<

AND JEREMY ! IF U HAPPEN TO READ THIS,
STOP USING TEKCONG'S NAME ^^
HAHAHAHAH ! EPIC MUCH :/ TSKTSK.
OKAY DAMN RANDOM.

你好漂亮的女人，我很丑 leii D;

THATS THE BEECH WHO'S BEEN STARING AT MY FACE.
HAHA ! WELL, BOBIAN. SHE HAPPENS TO BE MY BESTFRIEND ! HEHE ^^
SHE WANTED ME TO DEDICATE ONE WHOLE POST TO HER >.<
SO HERE I GO,
HELLO DREEZEL. HEHE ^^ BYEBYE ♥

sometimes, we have to let go

2011-06-29T14:17:00.002+08:00

She took care of us when we were little.
She was always there when we needed her.
I remembered i was the closest to her.
So much have happened lately.
But now, i realized i've been loving her
more than i love myself. But, nothing could ever
change the fact that
I ♥ MY GRANDMOTHER (:

& lastly, That will be the last photo
we will take together as a family.

1949-2011

the air seems fresh today

2011-06-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

如果只

OUH ! WOW !
HEHE ^^
I THINK TODAY IS THE BEST LASTDAYOFHOLIDAYBEFORESCHOOLSTARTS EVER :D
HMM, IDK WHY BUT I JUST FEEL SO HAPPY !

I WENT TO SUPPORT DREEZEL ANG GANG FOR THEIR PERFORMANCE
YESTERDAY NIGHT BESIDE CIVIC CENTRE !
THEY WERE PERFORMING A SKIT ABOUT SOME MOLESTING THINGY & GANGS !
HAHA ! DREEZEL WAS QUITE NATURAL ! AND SQ WAS TREMBLING
BEFORE HE WENT UP ! HEHE
CHAOXIN WAS ASKING ME TO LIE TO DREEZEL
ABOUT NOT COMING TO SUPPORT. FAIL PLAN CAN ? HAHA !
BUT FUN LUHH (: END UP, DREEZEL THOUGHT THAT
I WAS THE ONE WHO ASKED EVERYONE TO LIE -.-!
EXCUSE ME, I STOPPED LYING 3YEARS AGO :P
HAHAHA ! SO WENT OUT WINDOW SHOPPING
ALONE BEFORE MEETING TC.
HMM, WINDOW SHOPPING ALSO FAIL -.-!
WE WERE LIKE WALKING AROUND AIMLESSLY AND KEPT
WALKING TOWARDS THE OCBC BANK !
AND I WAS HUNGRY >.<
AND AT LAST. A BUBBLE TEA SHOP IS OPEN
AT CAUSEWAY POINT ! EACH-A-CUP ! WOOTS :D
BUTTT, DAMN EXPENSIVE CAN ?
TALKING ABOUT THAT, I BOUGHT A CUP AT ADMIRALTY JUST NOW
AND IT COST ME A FREAKING $2.30 FOR ONE CUP OF
MILK TEA ^^ GOD. I WAS LIKE !@#$%^)&*(

HAHA ! WENT HOME AT AROUND 11 AND SLEPT
ALL THE WAY TILL NEXT MORNING (:
WOKE UP AND ACCOMPANIED DREEZEL TO CUT HAIR !
NOT EXACTLY ACCOMPANY I WOULD SAY. WELL,
I GOT MYSELF A HAIRCUT TOO :P WEIRD. BUT
IT STILL LOOKS THE SAME (: BLACK AND LONG ^^
HAHA ! K, LAME :/
THE PERSON WAS LIKE ASKING ME WHAT I WANT TO CUT
AND I KEPT SAYING "JUST CUT ANYTHING THAT U THINK ITS NICE"
HAHA ! I CAN SEE WHAT THE WOMEN WAS THINKING UH.
SHE WAS LIKE "ITS UR HAIR, NOT MINE !"
EPIC MUCH ^^ BUT SHE WAS FRIENDLY THOUGH (:
RECOMMENDED, AT CHOA CHU KANG !
AND SOMETHING EPIC HAPPENED WHILE WE WERE GG UP THE LIFT -.-
ME, DREEZEL, AN INDIAN WOMAN WITH HER 2 SON AND A LADY
WAS INSIDE. THE LIFT KEPT STILL AND WOULDNT MOVE UP.
THE LADY TRIED PRESSING THE BUTTON FOR AFEW
TIMES THEN GAVE UP -.-! LOSERS~ THE INDIAN WOMAN AND HER 2SONS
ALSO FOLLOWED THE LADY :P IN THE END THEY TOOK THE STAIRS !
ME AND DREEZEL WAS LIKE WTH ?
WE TRIED PRESSING THE BUTTON AGAIN AND GUESS WHAT ?
THE LIFT WORKED -.-!
WELL, I GUESS ONLY MAGICAL PEOPLE CAN MAKE A MAGICAL LIFT WORK :P
HMM, GOT THE HAIRCUT AND MRT-ED BACK HOME :D
I WAS ALONE AT HOME AND DAD CALLED ME TO ACCOMPANY HIM PAINT MY HOUSE :D
WOOTS, RUSH THERE IMMEDIATELY AND HELPED HIM !
WELL, I KINDA LEAD A PATHETIC LIFE BUT WHO CARES ? O.O!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA !

i hope my grandmother is doing fine (:
i'm praying hard for her to recover soon <3
she's now in the hospital cause........
k bye (:
I LOVE MY GRANDMOTHER ^^

以前我爱你，但现在不是了

2011-06-25T15:10:00.004+08:00

PARDON MY SWAGGER ^^

1) I'M NOT ACTIVE IN TWITTER &
2) I'M ACTIVE IN FACEBOOK

WOOTS, SO STOP ASKING ME TO TWEET OR
FOLLOW OR ACCEPT OR ANYTHING :P HAHA !
I JUST DONT GET IT, THERE IS THIS GROUP
OF PEOPLE WHO UPDATE THEIR STATUS EVERY ERMM,
MINUTE ? MAYBE SECOND ! WHENEVER I GO TO
THE NEWS FEED IN FB, ITS LIKE BOOM !
I GO LIKE "GOD. WHEN WILL THEY STOP ?"
FOR GOODNESS SAKE, THIS IS NOT SOME DRAMA PEOPLE !
WE DONT NEED TO KNOW WHATS GG ON IN UR
PATHETIC LIFE :P
AS IN. I'M NOT BEING RUDE OR ANYTHING ! ITS
JUST THAT DOESNT IT SEEM ANNOYING TO SEE THE SAME
PERSON UPDATING THEIR STATUS ! MOREOVER IF THE STATUS
GOES LIKE [THOSE EMO STUFF] !
YEA. GOD, I HATE THAT ONE MAN !
AND THOSE PEOPLE READING IT WILL PRETEND LIKE:

1) YOU OKAY ANOT ?
2) CHEER UP LEII !
3) NO POINT THINKING ABOUT IT, MOVE ON !

URGH. A.D.D TTM MAN !
OKAY CAN.

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MY GRANDMA WAS ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL.
I VERY SAD LAHH D;
WANTED TO VISIT HER BUT EVERYTIME FAIL ONE !
TSKTSK. SHALL TRY TO VISIT HER TMR MORNING (:
SARANGAHE <3
I LOVE MY GRANDMA !
THIS IS TOTALLY RANDOM XD

LCP ^^

2011-06-25T00:32:00.004+08:00

HEY :D !

WOAH ! JUST CAME BADK FROM A 4D3N CAMP
AT LABRADOR CAMP PARK :D
FIRSTLY IT WAS AWESOME. SECONDLY
BEING WITH AWESOME FRIENDS THERE MADE
IT MORE AWESOME ^^
I LOVE EVERY PART OF THE CAMP
ESPECIALLY THE CAMPFIRE NIGHT ! ITS LIKE
SO FREAKING COOL.

FIRST DAY
YO ! WE WENT THERE 1 DAY EARLIER
THAN THE CAMPERS :D EXPLORED THE PLACE FIRST
AND SETTLED DOWN (: WE WENT TO
THE CIIVIC DISTRICT IN THE AFTERNOON
FOR AMAZING RACE ^^ THE SEC 4S DIDN'S REALLY PLAY
WE WERE SLACKING INSTEAD !
HAHA ! BUT HAD FUN THOUGH :O
WENT TO THE COFFEESHOP NEAR THE LCP AT NIGHT
AND SLEPT AT AROUND 4 :P
COULDNT REALLY SLEEP. IT WAS LIKE
I SLEPT AND WOKE UP :X SEMI CONSCIOUS :P
DIDNT REALLY DO MUCH ON DAY 1 :D

SECOND DAY
THE CAMPERS ARRIVED TODAY !
I COULD SEE THE SLs WERE REALLY NERVOUS >.<
I THINK I WAS SLACKING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE CAMP.
I WAS JUST SITTING INSIDE THE OPERATION ROOM DOING
NOTHING ^^
HAHA ! HELPING THE WELFARE TEAM TAKE CARE OF
THE SICK PEOPLE WAS KINDA FUN :D
TOO BAD, SOME OF THE PEOPLE
MISSED OUT THE CAMP BECAUSE THEY WERE SICK
FOR QUITE A FEW DAYS D;
WENT BOWLING THAT DAY AND IT WAS KINDA BORING YA KNOW !
WELL AT FIRST I WAS QUITE ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT IT
BUT AFTER AFEW ROUNDS, I GOT TIRED OF IT :P
SO YEAH, DIDNT REALLY CARE ^^
WE HAD DEBRIEF AFTER THE CAMP AND STAYED UP UNTIL QUITE
LATE :(
I THINK I SLEPT AT 3+ THAT NIGHT !

THIRD DAY
OUH ! TODAY WAS THE DAY I WAS IN THE CAMPSITE FOR THE WHOLE DAY :P
JUST WALKING AROUND DOING NOTHING !
THE CAMPERS WENT FOR THEIR AMAZING RACE AND IT WAS DAMN BORING !
I SLEPT FOR QUITE AWHILE NAAA :/
WHEN THE CAMPERS CAME BACK, I DID NOTHING MUCH.
JUST WATCHED THEM PRACTICING THEIR CHEERS :D

HMMM ! CAMPFIRE NIGHT ! \M/
HELPED GAY FISH TO DISTRIBUTE THE CAMP
SHIRTS TO EVERYONE. GOD ! TOUGH JOB MAN !
TIRED LIKE PIG. I THINK I VERY WEAK ! HAHA !
NEVERTHELESS, IT WAS WORTH IT ^^
SLEPT AT 4+

FOURTH DAY
HMMM, PRIZE PRESENTATION :D !
IT WAS COOL. I WAS SICK.
WEARING THE JACKET IN THE HOT DAY MADE PEOPLE
THINK I WAS WEIRD ! :X
HAHA ! WELL, FEVER NEHH !
I THINK I SLEPT WHILE PEOPLE
WERE BUSY CLEANING UP -.-!
.... BLABLABLA, LAZY SAY WHAT HAPPENED !

OVERALL
-THE FOOD WAS FREAKING AWESOME !
BUFFET~~
THEY HAD DIFFERENT CATERERS EACH DAY !
I LIKED THE CHICKEN WING \M/
NAAAAAAIIIIIICCCCCCEEEEE :D
-I COULDNT SLEEP PEACEFULLY AT NIGHT D;
-HAD FUN DURING CAMPFIRE NIGHT !
-LALALALALALALALALALALALA

WHEN I REACHED HOME, BATH FOR 30MINS !
WENT OUT WITH GLADYS AND CELINE ^^
WALAO ! BITCHED ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE THE WORLD IS OURS !
HAHA ! WHEN U HATE SOMEONE,
EVERYTHING THEY DO IS A PROBLEM TO YOU !
THAT IS SO TRUE >.<
HAHA ! SLEPT AT 6PM AND WOKE UP AT 3PM THE NEXT MORNING !
WHEN I WOKE UP, I THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY 10AM -.-!
THEN SLEPT AGAIN AND WENT OUT FOR BASKETBALL ! GOD.
PLAYED SO LITTLE TODAY :(
NEHMIND LAHH ! ALSO TIRED :O

Mr Hau

2011-06-20T02:20:00.005+08:00

HELLO EARTHLING (:
JUST CAME BACK FROM MALAYSIA !
THE TRIP WAS AWESOME. I WAS SLACKING THROUGHOUT THE
3 DAYS AND GUESS WHAT ?
I EXPERIENCED SOMETHING NEW ^^
THE HOTEL I STAYED WAS THE SMALLEST HOTEL IN
THE HISTORY OF HOTELS I'VE STAYED !
THE NAME WAS GRAND HALLMARK HOTEL O.O!
ALTHOUGH ITS SMALL, THE SERVICE WAS QUITE GOOD :D
GOD. I WAS FREEZEING IN THERE >.<
HAHA ! K, LAME SHIT :/
BUT SERIOUSLY, GOD. IT WAS SMALL !
HEHE ^^
NOT GONNA ELABORATE :D LAZY LAHHH.
HMM, WENT KARAOKE AT THE LOUNGE AND
SOME OF THE THINGS I DID WAS:
DRANK BEER, DRINK DRIVE, RAPED SOMEONE, MURDERED A GUY,
KISSED A PASSER-BY AND MET WITH AN ACCIDENT ^^
HAHAHAHAHAHA ! BYE -,-!!

GONNA GO FOR A CAMPING TRIP TODAY AND
WE'RE SUPPOSE TO MEET AT 6.45 :(
FEW MORE HOURS TO SLEEP :D

OKAY, DAMN BORED NOW.
TODAY IS 20TH OF JUNE 2011
ITS AT 2:22AM NOW !
I'M GONNA WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT U, HAU TEK CONG !
& ON A SECOND THOUGHT,
I'M NOT GONNA PUT UR FACE HERE :D
IT SPOILS MY WHOLE BLOG :P
HMMMM, HELLO :D
HAHA ! K, BYE

Saya tidak boleh melepaskan perasaan saya

2011-06-17T15:05:00.002+08:00

我爱你 !

HEY PEOPLE :D
ITS BEEN AN INTERESTING WEEK FOR ME (:
AND AFEW MINUTES FROM NOW, I'LL BE FLYING OFF
FOR MY HOLIDAYS ! WOOTS~
AND RIGHT AFTER MY HOLIDAY TRIP, I'LL BE GOING OFF
TO THE SEC 2 CAMP ^^ GOSH, CANT WAIT FOR IT ^^
HAHA ! AND SORRY TO DREEZEL FOR PANGSEH-ING
U INSIDE THE ADAM KHOO CAMP :O HEHE !

GOD. I'VE BEEN WATCHING SO MANY MOVIES LATELY :D
SUPER 8, INSIDOUS, LADDALAND & KUNGFU PANDA 2 !
YEA BABY ^^
LADDALAND WAS FREAKING AWESOME ! SHOUTED MY LUNGS OUT MAN :D
HAHA ! IT WAS THE FIRST MOVIE EVER THAT GOT ME SCREAMING SIA \M/
WELL, IT WAS BETTER THAN INSIDIOUS. BUT, INSIDIOUS STILL ROCKS (:
SUPER 8 WAS KINDA BULLSHIT :/
THE STORY GOES ON FOR 2HOURS STRAIGHT BUT THE CLIMAX WAS ONLY
FLASHED FOR LESS THAN 15MINUTES -.-!!
GOD :OOOO
KUNGFU PANDA 2 ? HMMM, GOT ME LAUGHING ALTHOUGH I WAS HALF ASLEEP :D
HAHA ! AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER,
I FOLLOWED DREEZEL JTGKZYH AND POH SHAOQIANG JOGGING TO WWF ^^
WE WENT HOME QUITE LATE AND TOOK THE STUPID ROUTE !
EXPERIENCED AN EXPERIENCE THAT I'VE NEVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE O.O!
HEHE ^^ WE HEARD SOME WEIRD NOISE >.<
AND IT WAS WEIRD, I WAS SCARED :#
PARANORMAL ACTIVITY I GUESS ? DREEZEL CAUGHT
A VIDEO ABOUT US WHILE WE WERE GOING HOME WALKING ON
THAT ROUTE. GOD, SHE CAUGHT SOME FREAKY STUFF !
AND THERE WERE WEIRD NOISES IN THE VIDEO BUT WE DIDNT REALLY HEAR
THEM WHEN WE WERE WALKING HOME U.U
HAHA ! EVENTUALLY, WE FOUND OUT THE TRUTH :D
IT WAS NOT GHOST AFTERALL (:
I THINK I DONT UNDESTAND WHAT I'M SAYING >.<
HAHA !

LOOKING FORWARD TO WATCH THE WARD !
ANOTHER HORROR MOVIE (:
NC 16 AGAIN !
IT HAS SOME DISTURBING AND HORROR SCENES !
GOD. IMMA GET READY TO SCREAM AGAIN ? :D
AND U KNOW WHAT ?
GOLDEN VILLAGE SEATS SUCKS MAN !
I PREFER CATHAY CINEPLEXE SEATS !
BUT TOO BAD, CATHAY IS TOO STRICT,
U HAVE TO BE EXACTLY 16 IN ORDER TO WATCH NC16 MOVIES -.-!
FOR GV, THEY HECK CARE !
HAHA !
WELL, GONNA GO OFF NOW ! :D

-RAUSHIQAH HMT (:

sometimes, life is unfair

2011-06-11T15:22:00.002+08:00

I THINK I LOOK CUTE :D TEEHEE !

HEY (:
ITS BEEN SUCH A TIRING WEEK MAN. I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING SOMEONE'S FACE -,-
GOD. I HATE THIS FEELING :(
SOMETIMES, KNOWING LESSER THINGS IS WAY MUCH BETTER.
AND YA, NOT TO FORGET, HAVING TOO MUCH FRIENDS CAN BE QUITE
TOUGH.
WELL, I HATE BEING UNHAPPY. SO JUST NEEDA PUT A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE
AND EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALL RIGHT ;)
SO FAR 2 WEEKS HAVE PASSED, AND I'VE NOT YET ENJOYED THE HOLIDAYS.
TRUE MUCH, I DO PREFER SCHOOL THAN HOLIDAYS.
THE FEELING OF BEING SURROUNDED BY UR FRIENDS IS WAY MUCH
BETTER THAN BEING SURROUNDED BY SILENT AIR IN UR
OWN HOME -.-
K, DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. BUT YAH, IT SUCKS!
I GOT TO STOP DOING SILLY STUFF AND ATTRACT ALL SORTS OF
UNUSUAL ATTRACTIONS.
HMM, SO YEAH~ GONNA STOP LOOKING AT MY PHONE AND ONLINE ON FB !
I EVEN GAVE MY SMALL SISTER MY PHONE TODAY AND YES,
SHE BROUGHT IT OUT WITH HER. SO YEAH, NO WAY ANYONE
CAN COMMUNICATE WITH ME (:
THATS A GREAT START FOR ME MAN :D
ITS BEEN VERY BORING THIS PAST FEW DAYS I SWEAR.
I JUST FEEL LIKE GOING OUT AND SHOOT SOME HOOPS !
ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I TOUCHED A BALL (:
I REMEMBERED THOSE TIMES WHEN WE PLAYED BASKETBALL TOGETHER.
HAPPY TIMES (:
BUT NOW, SAD MAN ! WE'RE LIKE PLAYIING LESSER AND LESSER
BASKETBALL :(
SO YEAH. I'M NOT REALLY BOTHERED ABOUT THIS.
BUT I DONT KNOW MAN. SOMETHING INSIDE MY BODY JUST
DOESN'T SEEM RIGH.
THE STUPID FEELING. NO EXACT WORDS CAN DESCRIBE IT I GUESS ?
MAYBE SHYNESS ? NOPE. I DONT CARE ABOUT PEOPLE'S OPINIONS ABOUT ME
HATRED ? NAHH,NOT MY TYPE TO HATE
SOMEONE WITHOUT A REASON.
WELL, THERE'S NOT A WORD INSIDE THE DICTIONARY WHICH CAN DESCRIBE IT !
无法形容的感觉

SO, JUST GONNA BACK OFF AND LET MY MIND REST (:
有时候，生活是不公平

BOREDOM KILLS ;/

2011-06-05T20:05:00.005+08:00

HOHOHOHOHO ! <3

FIANLLY BORED AND GUESS I AM HERE
TO UPDATE THE BLOG :D
LIKE SERIOUSLY, I THINK PEOPLE TURN TO
THEIR BLOG ONLY WHEN THEY ARE BORED :P
POOR BLOGS :(
OK, GETTING ON WITH LIFE, FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL
HOLIDAY WILL OFFICIALLY END WHEN THE CLOCK STRIKES
MIDNIGHT D; AWWWW, YES ! PRETTY BORING CAUSE THE
WEEK WAS PACKED FULL WITH CLASSES DAILY AND OUHHHH !
I SEE ITS GONNA BE THE SAME FOR SECOND WEEK ^^
WELL, ITS NOT SO BAD AFTER ALL YEAH ? I WOULD RATHER BE
IN SCHOOL THAN ROT IN MY OWN HOUSE :O
HAHA ! I'VE STEPPED DOWN FROM CCA AND GUESS WHAT ?
I KINDA MISS ALL THE RUNNING AND CATCHING AND PASSING AND THROWING !
I REMEMBERED I USED TO GROAN WHENEVER ITS TRAINING DAY, BUT
NOW, I LONGED FOR TRAINING (: ITS BEEN SUCH ALONG TIME ^^
SO IVE DECIDED TO JOIN THE GIRLS FOR TRAINING ON ONE OF THESE DAYS (:
TEEHEE ^^ I'M SURE THEY MISS ME, WINKWINK :D
HAHA ! SCHOOL IS KINDA GREAT CAUSE ALL THOSE CRAZY PEOPLE
MADE MY SCHOOL LIFE CRAZY O.O

I'VE NOTHING TO TALK MUCH ACTUALLY =.=^
MY LIFE IS KINDA BORING.
OHYA ! WE HAD OUR FAREWELL COUNCILLOR PARTY LAST FRIDAY (:
IT WAS COOL. STUFFED OURSELVES WITH PIZZAS, CHICKEN AND THERE
WAS DEFINITELY A SHORTAGE OF COKE.
HEHE ^^ LOOKING FORWARD TO MY CCA FAREWELL PARTY NEXT <3
GOD. I LOVE THE GIRLS MAN !

I CAMWHORED WITH MY SIS JUST NOW AND IT WAS DAMN EPIC.
WE WERE LIKE DONT KNOW WHAT POSE TO DO AND ENDED UP DOING THE
SAME POST OVER AND OVER AGAIN ! WOW ! LAME SIA !
HAHA !
WELL SINCE I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY,
"I THINK I'VE WRITTEN THIS NOTE TO HIM ALOT OF TIMES, WELL, WHO CARES ? IDC(:"
I'M GONNA WRITE THIS STUPID NOTE AGAIN TO MY STUPID *NEW* FRIEND (:

HEY GL !

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY LAHH ! I ALREADY BUY
YOU THE PLASTIC GROUP GIFT ! LOOKING FORWARD TO CHALLENGING
YOU IN BASKETBALL DURING CAMP ^^
GROW UP CAN ? DON'T BE CHILDISH ALREADY !
15 ALREADY LEII ! AND DONT ACT CUTE :D HAHA ! I WILL
BE THE CUTEST FOREVER >.<
YOU EVERYTIME ALSO WANT DISTURB ME ! MUST CHEER UP, DONT BE SAD !
I THINK SHE QUITE PRETTY. HEHE.
ACTUALLY, IDK WHAT TO SAY (:
OHYA ! 2NE1 FTW <3
ONCE AGAIN, SHENG RI KUAI LE (:

-RAUSHIQAH HMT THE CUTE (:

NETBALL \m/

2011-05-18T16:49:00.004+08:00

HELLO :D !

FIRTLY, I WANNA SAY SORRY CAUSE I'M TOO LAZY TO WRITE AN INDIVIDUAL LETTER TO EVERYONE, SO I'M GONNA USE THE POWER OF BLOGGING TO TELL U GUYS SOME STUFF !

HMMM, JUST WANNA SAY MY LAST FEW WORDS BEFORE I OFFICIALLY STEP DOWN :D
HEHE ^^
HEY GUYS,
FOR THE PAST 2-3 YEARS, ITS BEEN A REALLY WONDERFUL YEARS FOR ME.
YOU GUYS HAVE SURROUNDED ME WITH LAUGHTER AND HAPPINESS
TO BE HONEST, I PREFER TO GO TO CCA THAN STAY AT HOME.
UNFORTUNATELY, THERE'S BEEN SOME MISUNDERSTANDING IN THE TEAM
AND WE COULD NOT PLAY TOGETHER AS A TEAM FOR THE RECENT NORTH ZONE
COMPETITION. IT WAS SUCH A PITY CAUSE IT WOULD BE THE LAST YEAR FOR
SOME OF OUR SENIORS THIS YEAR !
BUT THANK GOD, EVERYTHING WAS CLEARED UP (:
U GUYS HAVE BEEN THE MOST WONDERFUL GIRLS AND HAVE BECOME A PART OF MY LIFE.
CRAZY BUT LOVELY I MUST SAY ? HAHAS
I COULD NOT IMAGAINE WHAT MY SCHOOL LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE WITHOUT U GIRLS !
WE WENT THROUGH ALOT THIS YEAR AND I HOPE THE PROBLEMS WILL NOT ACT
UP AGAIN IN THE COMING YEARS :P
AND THE SCHOOL CHALLENGE LEAGUE, IT MUST HAVE BEEN A BAD LUCK TO HAVE SUCH
AN INTERESTING COMPETITION CLASHING WITH OUR EXAMINATIONS !
IT WAS SUCH A PITY I SWEAR~ WE COULD HAVE WON IF EVERYBODY WAS ENGAGED IN IT !
BUT SOME OF US WERE TOO BUSY WITH OUR STUDIES INCLUDING ME D:
AWWW, NEHMIND. WE LOST THIS YEAR, BUT THINGS ARE GONNA CHANGE IN THE COMING YEARS.
I JUST WANNA RELAY A MESSAGE TO THE FOLLOWING GIRLS (:

SEC 4 WRSS NETBALL GIRLS :
YO BABES :p
U GUYS BETTER APPEAR ON THE SCREEN WHEN THE O/N LEVELS
RESULTS COME OUT OKAY ? HAHAS ! MAKE SURE U GUYS STUDY HARD AND SHOW EVERYONE
THAT THE NETBALL GIRLS HAVE POTENTIAL EVEN IN OUR ACADEMIC ^^
ITS BEEN A REALLY ROUGH YEAR FOR US. ALTHOUGH NOT EVERYONE PLAYED TOGETHER,
I'M SURE WE STILL HAD ALOT OF FUN :D
U GUYS HAVE MADE A GREAT IMPACT ON MY LIFE, I JUST WANNA SAY GOODLUCK FOR UR EXAMINATIONS AND THOSE TAKING THEIR O LEVELS, DONT FORGET ME WHEN U'VE BECOME FAMOUS ! HAHA.
I THINK I'Ve BEEN REPEATING THE SAME STUFF OVER AND OVER AGAIN HORH ?
HEHE ^^
FOCUS ON UR STUDIES AND I HOPE U GIRLS PASS WITH FLYYING COLOURS :D

ARIANI, MARIA, YU QING, NADIA, XIN HUI, GILLIAN, JOYCE, SYAZANA, HAZIQAH
FORGIVE ME IF I'VE MISSED OUT ANYONE :K

OHYA ONE MORE THING, I WANNA THANK SYAZANA AND ARIANI FOR BEING THE MOST GREATEST LOGISTICS MANAGER EVER ! IF I EVER OPEN UP A COMPANY AND IS HIRING PEOPLE WHO DEALS WITH LOGISTICS, U'LL BE THE FIRST ONE I'LL BE CALLING ^^

SEC 3 WRSS NETBALL GIRLS:
TSKTSKTSK.
TO BE HONEST, THIS IS THE WORST BATCH OF NETBALL GIRLS I'VE EVER SEEN *SHAKES HEAD*
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! ALSO THE CRAZIEST ! HAHAS ! WOW ! I CNNT BELIEVE THAT I'M ACTUALLY WRITING THIS MSG TO U GIRLS. WELL, WHEN I SAW U GUYS FOR THE FIRST TIME, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF THAT U GUYS WEREN'T GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH THE YEAR AS A TEAM.
U GIRLS PROVED ME WRONG AND I WAS GLAD ! ITS BEEN A REALLY TIRING YEAR FOR ME YA KNOW ?
ALWAYS ASKING U GIRLS TO SHUT UP AND BE QUIET, IT CAN GET A BIT NOISY ESPECIALLY WHEN THOSE NOISY ONES ARE TOGETHER ! *YES, I'M REFERRING TO CHLOE AND WENDY AND SYAFIQAH AND JIAYU AND ALI*
OMG, ITS LIKE U SWALLOWED A MICROPHONE OR SOMETHING WHEN U GUYS WERE BORN ! :O
LAUGH LIKE U NVR LAUGHED BEFORE, TALKED LIKE U NVR TALKED BEFORE AND EVEN FIGHT LIKE U NVR FIGHT BEFORE ! U GIRLS CAN EVEN FIGHT ABOUT SIMPLE STUFF ! LUCKILY, U GIRLS HAVE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER AND THAT'S GOOD ! FOR THE QUIETER ONES, WELL TRUTHFULLY, I PREFER HANGING OUT WITH U GIRLS. THAT WAY, MY EARDRUMS CAN STAY INTACT ! HOHOHO.
I ALSO WANNA WISH U GIRLS GOODLUCK FOR UR UPCOMING EXAMINATIONS, I WONT BE THERE ANYMORE
TO HUMOUR AND LEAD U GUYS * I THINK THE TEAM WILL MISS ME LURHH :( *
HAHAS ! LISTEN TO WHOEVER IS IN CHARGE AND DONCH REBEL WHEN THEY GIVE U AN INSTRUCTION !
TAKE TRAININGS SERIOUSLY AS WELL AS BOND AS A TEAM MORE, I'LL BE FOCUSING ON MY N LEVELS NOW BECAUSE I REALLY WANNA COME BACK NEXT YEAR AND PLAY WITH U GIRLS AGAIN ^^
GIVE ME AFEW MONTHS AND THATS IT ! BOOM ! I'LL BE BACK AND EVERYONE CAN STOP CRYING *.*
I LOVE U GUYS <3

SEEMS LIKE I HAVE MUCH MORE TO SAY TO THIS BATCH THAN MY OWN BATCH HUH ? HAHAS !

TEACHERS :
THANK U FOR BEING THERE AND GUIDING ME THROUGHOUT THE YEARS. ITS BEEN A REALLY CHALLENGING YEAR FOR ME HAVING TO LEAD THE GILRS. EACH OF THEM HAVE THEIR OWN DIFFERENT MINDSET AND ITS QUITE TOUGH TO DEAL WITH THEM. U TEACHERS HAVE BEEN A GREAT HELP TO ME WHEN I'M DEALING WITH HARD SITUATIONS !
I AGREE THAT THIS YEAR'S TEAM HAVENT BEEN LIVING UP TO THE STANDARDS THAT WE'RE SUPPOSE TO LIVE AND I KNOW THAT. ALL I WANT IS FOR THEM TO GET ALONG WITH EACH OTHER AND HAVE NO CONFLICTS BETWEEN THEM.
I WOULD RATHER HAVE A LOSING TEAM WHO CAN GET ALONG WELL WITH EACH OTHER RATHER THAN A WINNING TEAM WHO ALWAYS FIGHT.
FOR THE PAST MONTHS, THEY HAVE CHANGED TREMENDOUSLY AND I CAN SEE THAT THEY ARE TRYING THEIR BEST TO GET ALONG WITH EACH OTHER. THERE WERE LESS CONFLICTS AND ALL IS WELL !
ALSO, SOMETIMES I MIGHT HAVE GONE OVER BOARD WHILE TEASING THE TEACHERS AND I APOLOGIZED :)
I HOPE I CAN BE PROMOTED TO SEC 5 AND PLAY FOR THE TEAM AGAIN ! DONT WORRY, I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST <3

LOVE,
RAUSHIQAH HMT

I LOVE MY GRANDMA

2011-05-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO !

WOW O.O !
its been quite afew months or weeks perhaps ?
since i last logged in here~
and this is random but I MISS MY GRANDMOTHER VERY MUCH !
i kept thinking of her this past few days :)
although she is unable to speak, i still love her !
well, she met with an accident in 2006.
and god, it was the 2nd day of hari raya !
if i'm not wrong, she spent quite a few weeks in the ICU.
it was a really heart wrenching moment but hey,
we gotta accept the reality.
she was my favourite. i remembered i was very close to her
when i was young ! she took care of me when i was a toddler
and idk why but i have this strong electrostatic feeling for her~
well, i guess feelings are hidden in ur hearts !
hahas ! and, my grandfather
he bought me sweets like almost everyday after he return to work.
my family and i spent the rest of the hari raya in the hospital.
well my grandfather escaped with minor injury.
i could not say the same for my grandmother though D;
she suffered quite a lot ! her skull was damage and i was
freaking sad at that time. my exams were near and i couldn't stay by her side.
i clearly remembered that i kept thinking of her when i was doing my paper.
it was quite tough !
i had to keep praying for her, and yes i did that !
thank god, she was well again !
but then things started to change !
she became wheel-chair bound and she could not speak.
i wasmore sad then ever man. but although with all that, i still love her.
but sometimes i do wish to get her old self back.
so i can chat and laugh with her like i used to do.
i will pray for my grandmother to be well again and don't worry,
I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU GRANDMA <3

its a joke

2011-04-17T15:09:00.009+08:00

ITS A JOKE NOBODY KNOWS ! :D

WOW ! :C ITS BEEN AWHILE, I'VE LOGGED INTO BLOGGER. HMM, HAHAS ! THERE'S PLENTY TO TALK ABOUT BUT ONE WORD : LAZY XD HEHE ^^ PAISEH AH. I WENT TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY YESTERDAY, IT WAS DAMN FUN ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY STARTED THROWING WATER BOMBS AT US.ITS WAS INSANE ! DAMN. WE HAD BBQ AND GOD. WE HAD TO WAIT FOR 3 YEARS UNTIL THE FOOD WAS COOKED. PEOPLE LIKED MY MUM'S FRIED RICE. I LIKED IT TOO. I DIDN'T KNOW MUM HAD A GOOD CHEMISTRY WITH FRIED RICE ^^ I STAYED THERE FOR QUITE A LONG WHILE AND HEADED HOME IN A TAXI. OMG ! FREAKISH ! I WAS SCARED AT FIRST CAUSE ITS VERY SCARY TAKING A TAXI ALONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. AND THE UNCLE WAS LIKE ASKING ME WHERE I LIVE, HE DIDN'T KNOW WHERE HE WAS GOING I SWEAR ! BELOW IS THE CONVERSATION WE HAD : UNCLE : WHERE U WANNA GO ? ME : *MY ADDRESS* UNCLE : TELL ME THE DIRECTIONS I WAS STUNNED AS I'M NOT FAMILIAR BEHIND ADMIRALTY AREA~ DAMMIT. HE ALMOST BROUGHT ME TO SEMBAWANG ! ME : I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE PLACE. CAN U TURN ? UNCLE : YA SURE ! U ARE NOT FROM WOODLANDS ? *I AM FROM WOODLANDS, BUT WTH, WHO CARES ?* ME : NO, I'M FROM YISHUN UNCLE : OUH, NO WONDER U ARE NOT FAMILIAR WITH THIS PLACE ME : YEA UNCLE : THEN WHO'S HOUSE U GOING TO NOW ? ME : MY AUNT *IT FELT WEIRD AS FIRSTLY IT WAS MY OWN HOUSE* UNCLE : U STILL SCHOOLING ? ME : YEA AND FINALLY WE REACHED MY HOUSE * OR TO THE UNCLE, :MY AUNT'S HOUSE * THE FARE WAS $3.90 UNCLE SAID : I GIVE U DISCOUNT, PAY ME $3 ONLY ! ME : NO NEED LAH UNCLE UNCLE : NVM, U STILL SCHOOLING, GO BUY URSELF A DRINK OR ICE CREAM AH *IT WAS LIKE LATE IN THE NIGHT, I'M NOT GONNA EAT ANY DAMN ICE CREAM* ME: *OH WELL, ITS THERE, WHY NOT TAKE IT* WELL, YES, IT WAS AN ADVENTUROUS NIGHT FOR ME I GUESS <3 hmmm, i LOVE the moon k random, bye :)

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

u can count on me

2010-12-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

OCIP @ BATAM!

it was really a fruitful ocip trip for me :)
not only i learn alot of learning points but i also
had fun ! i'm also not shy anymore
towards my teammates :D LOL.
in fact, i realised i was the most thick-skinned
and one of the joker in the team~
as long as my jokes keep them happy and its entertaining,
i dun mind being called a joker nehh !
HAHAHAS !
my roomate was quite awesome ; Nadia :)
there was also a lot of stupid and embarrasing
stories that happened there.
and i guess, mostly all the
embarrasing stories have me in the picture !
it was totally epic !

shall update more next time ^^

open up ur mind and see like me

2010-10-23T17:35:00.003+08:00

there's no need to complicate our time :)

YES ! IMMA FREE TO BLOG NOWWWWW !!
I'M SERIOUSLY ADDICTED TO INTRODUCING ME BY NICK JONAS :D
WOOTS ! HAN LIN PLAYED THE GUITAR TO
THAT SONG AND IT WAS VERY AWESOME \m/
AND YES, I'M WAITING FOR DREEZEL TO PLAY FOR
ME TONG HUA :D
HAHAS ! REMEMBER OUR BET DREE ?
BY NEXT YEAR UH !
WELL, BASICALLY EXAMS ARE OVER
AND I CAN OFFICIALLY VOTE :
2010 IS THE SLACKIEST YEAR EVER KNOWN TO MANKIND

SERIOUSLY, EVEN THOUGH EOY EXAMS
ARE AROUND THE CORNER LAST MONTH, WE COULD STILL
BE VERY RELAXED !
AND AND AND, I FAILED GEOG D:
WELL, DOESN'T MATTER,
I JUST HOPE I WON'T GET RETAIN :)
I WANNA GO UP TO SEC 4 WITH
MY LOVELY FRIENDS :D
AND I ALSO DUN WANNA DISAPPOINT MY
PARENTS :)
HAHAS ! OK, OVER WITH THE EMOTIONAL STUFFS
AND I SHALL GET ON WITH LIFE !

BEFORE EXAM, STRESS, DURING EXAM, STRESS, AFTER EXAM, STRESS !!
THATS LIKE THE "CODE" FOR STUDENTS.
RESULTS ARE ROLLING BACK TO US !
SOME ARE GOOD AND SOME ARE BAD !
I IMPROVED SO MUCH & I'M SHOCKED !
GUESS WHAT ? I PASS MT WITH FLYING COLOURS :)
IN UR FACE FARIQ :D JKJK!
I WAS SERIOUSLY SHOCKED !
THOSE SUBJECTS THAT I WERE SUPPOSE TO PASS,
I FAILED AND VISE VERSA =.=^
I DUN WISH MUCH, JUST TO GET PROMOTED :)
HAHAS !

HAVE BEEN HANGING OUT A LOT WITH MY FRIENDS :D
AND OMG ! I TASTED LONGAN ICE BLENDED YESTERDAY.
AND ALTHOUGH IT SUCKS, IT STILL ROCKS.
DRINK FAST AND U'LL GET TIRED OF IT FAST !
EXPERIENCE-DRINKER !!
I'M TRYING TO DRINK LYCHEE ICE-BLENDED
BUT DURIAN IS STILL THE BEST.
OK, RANDOM TTM :]

DREEZEL & SHAO JIANG
ARE GETTING ME ADDICTED TO 2NE1 MORE AND MORE !
PARK BOM IS SO CUTE <3
SO CHIO <3
SO SEXY <3
HAHAS !!

RASYIDAH AND FARHAN
ARE GETTING ME ADDICTED TO TETRIS :D
I'M LIKE SERIOUSLY PLAYING THE GAME
IN MY FREE TIME.
ONCE I START, IT'LL BE HARD TO STOP !
YOU WILL FEEL SHIOK OWNING THE ANGMOHs :D
HAHAS !!
AND I REALISED FARHAN IS A NOOBSTER IN TETRIS :)
I HAVE AN EPIC FEELING THAT BOTH
FARHAN AND RASYIDAH WILL SOON
WIN ME IN TETRIS. BUT NEVERTHELESS,
I SHALL ENJOY MY CURRENT STATUS NOW; TETRIS PRO !

-RAUSHIQAH HMT

240910 :D

2010-09-24T17:33:00.004+08:00

PHOTOS @ FACEBOOK !

HEY HEY !
I <3 MOON !
THE PICTURE ABOVE WAS TAKEN DURING
MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL :D
SPENT MY TIME WITH DEAREST
HAN LIN, TEK CONG, DREEZEL, SIOWQI, JOY & WILSON TAN !
IT WAS FUN !
THEY SLACKED AND ATE AT MY HOUSE FIRST :)
WAHHH ! MY MUM COOKED A LOT
SPECIALLY FOR THEM UH ! STILL GOT FRIES SOME MORE :)
HAHAS ! IT WAS INDEED A GREAT TIME :P

&& I WENT OUTSIDE TO SEE THE MOON !
IT WAS THE MOST BRIGHTEST AND BIGGEST
MOON I EVER SAW ! I SWEAR I'M GONNA
SEE THE MOON EVERY MID AUTUMN ! :D
AND THERE WAS A NICE STAR UNDER THE MOON
BUT SADLY TEK CONG SAID IT WAS A DAMN
SATELLITE D: WALAU !! THE STAR CHEATED MY FEELING :(
OK, LAME TTM !

BTW, EOY IS COMING & I HAVEN'T EVEN
STARTED MEMORISING ANYTHING !
PRO SLACKERS ARE LIKE THAT~
AND HAVE BEEN SPENDING
SO MUCH TIME SHOOTING WITH
DREEZEL JTGKZYH AND JENNY YJQ @ FACEBOOK !
MINAH MINAH MINAH MINAH MINAH MINAH MINAH MINAH !!
WAHAHAS !
AND I'M SURPRISED 4FBT WENT TO STUDY
CHEMISTRY WITH MISS HU AFTER SCHOOL TODAY !
ITS THE RAREST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPEN :D
JUST JOKING ! :)

OKOK, LAZY TYPE ALREADY !
I'M GG TO CHALET ! WOOTS~

BYE !

all about you

2010-09-21T19:00:00.008+08:00

FORMAL PICTURE

INFORMAL PICTURE

WOOTS ! EXACTLY 9 MORE DAYS TO EOY !
AND I SERIOUSLY HAVEN'T STARTED REVISION YET D:
MAYBE START EXACTLY 1 WEEK BEFORE ?!
OK, PICTURE ABOVE TAKEN @ SEDELI !
WENT THERE TO VISIT GRANDMA & GRANDDAD !
MY GRANDDAD BUILT A HOUSE
THERE FOR ALL HIS GRANDCHILDREN AND HIM!
WAHAHAS ! ITS VERY WINDY THERE
AND U CAN JUST STAY THERE AND SERIOUSLY BE
STRESS-FREE !
THE HOUSE IS ON TOP OF A HILL AND WHEN U WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING, U CAN SMELL THE FRESH
AIR OUTSIDE AND SEE THE
SCENERIC VIEW OF THE SEA !
IT VERY COOL TO STAY THERE !

OK, I JUST SPENT $2.50
TO RIDE A NON-MOVING BIKE
FOR A PATHETIC 14MINUTES !
LAME RIGHT ? HAHAS !
BUT IF I DIDN'T WASTE THAT MONEY, SOMEONE
WILL SAY I PANGSEH HIM !! :D

TODAY HAD A MATH TEST !
CONFIRM 100% CHOP I WILL FLUNK IT !
I WAS ABOUT TO START THE LAST 3RD QUESTION OF THE
PAPER AND THE TEACHER SAID "LAST ONE MINUTE"
I STRAIGHT AWAY PUT DOWN MY PEN
AND STAPLED MY PAPER !
I KNEW I HAD NO TIME TO COMPLETE IT SO
WHAT'S THE POINT ?! SOMETIMES,
I CAN EVEN SPENT UP TO 2 MINUTES TO READ A QUESTION !!
HAHAS ! OK, LAME !

SOMETIMES, I DO MISS MY CCA !
OMG ! I MEAN LIKE SERIOUSLY !
SUDDENLY MISS TOUCHING THE BALL !
AND SHOOTING, PASSING, FALLING DOWN AND ALL !
HOPE CCA WILL RESUME !

:D :D :D :D :D

143

4 BESTFRIENDS

2010-09-16T18:39:00.007+08:00

SENTOSA OWNAGE !

BAY HAN LIN :D

HEY BUDDY !
I'VE COUNTED, WE'VE SINCE BEEN FRIENDS FOR 7 YEARS :D
STILL REMEMBER THE TIME U WERE MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND.
WE WERE IN THE SPORTS CLASS RIGHT ? HAHAS !
MISS RENUGA & MRS KONG !
WAHAHAS ! ANYWAYS, IF U'VE REALISED,
WE'VE BEEN VERY CLOSE IN SCHOOL !
DOING DUTIES TOGETHER, SAYING SECRETS TO EACH OTHER,
GOSSIPING, CHATTING, LAUGHING, HITTING, SLAPPING,
HANDSHAKING, INSULTING, BHB-ING, GL-ING !
GOOD MEMORIES RIGHT ?
BUT I HOPE IT WUN JUST BE MEMORIES CAUSE I REALLY
WISH WE COULD DO ALL OF THE THINGS ABOVE
EVERYDAY ! HAHAS ! & ALTHOUGH U KEEP
GL-ING ME EVERYTIME, TO ME ITS ALREADY PART OF MY LIFE !
WITHOUT PEOPLE GL-ING ME IS LIKE A DREAM ! WAHAHAS !
AND REMEMBER WHY MDM JAS CHANGED THE SEATING ARRANGEMENT ?
ITS BECAUSE MISS DINA "COMPLAINED" TO HER !
BUT STILL, I GOT A STUPID GUY FOR MY PARTNER !
HOW MORE MISERABLE CAN MY LIFE GET ?!
JOKE JOKE ! HAHAS ! WE ALSO DO THE LAME STUFF TOGETHER !
SUCH AS MAKING RANDOM MUSICS FROM JUST ABOUT
EVERYTHING ! THE SOUND OF MY RUBBER SHOE TO UR CLAPPING HANDS !
AND ALSO, U SUCK AT MSG-ING ! I CAN SERIOUSLY SAY
U DUN REPLY 1/2 OF MY MSGES !
AND U CALL URSELF MY BUDDY ? [SHAKES HEAD]
JUST KIDDING !
SINCE U JOINED THE COUNCIL,
I'VE BEEN SERIOUSLY CLOSED TO U !
WE GO EVERYWHERE TOGETHER !
NOT EVEN A SECOND APART DURING SCHOOL HOURS !
EAT TOGETHER ! AND ESPECIALLY IF CHEMISTRY CLASS IS AFTER
THE LUCNH BREAK, WE WOULD SLACK LONGER AT THE CANTEEN !
AND WATCH THOSE BOOTLICKERS !!!!
HAHAS !
ONE MORE THING, I HAD FUN ACTING
IN THAT SKIT WITH YOU ! OUR HANDS WERE
SHIVERING AND UR FACE WAS DAMN RED NIA !
BUT STILL, THE CLASS ENJOYED IT !
THAT'S THE OVERALL AIM RIGHT ?? OKOK, I SCARED
I WRITE TOO MUCH TO YOU THAN DJTGKZYH SAD !
JKJK ! THE LEAST WE CAN DO IS BE BUDDIES UNTIL SEC 5 ?
HAHAS ! OR BETTER, FOREVER ! WOOOOOOHOOOOOO ! SHIOK !
&&&& CONGRATULATIONS FOR GETTING THE COLOURFUL AWARD !
GREAT SPORTSMANSHIP U HAVE THERE ! HEHE.
LASTLY, I HOPE U LAST LONG WITH CSQ UNTIL OLD AGE
AND GO TO UR DREAM PLACE !!!
AND DUN FORGET TO MAKE MR TAN THE GUEST-OF-HONOUR !
HAHAS ! OVERALL, I'LL NEVER EVER EVER EVER FORGET U AS MY
FRIEND :D <3 align="center">
DREEZEL JADE TOH GEK KUAN ZHUO YU HUAN :)

HEY QUEEN !
ALTHOUGH I'VE WRITTEN U A LETTER
FROM THE PREVIOUS POST, I STILL HAVE
A LOT OF THINGS TO SAY TO U !
U KEEP TELLING ME THAT I MET U AT A
HISTORY EXCURSION WHEN I
ASKED HOW WE MET !
BUT SERIOUSLY, I FORGOT ! PSPS !
HAHAS ! OKOK, CSCS !
WE REALLY HAVE A LOT OF THINGS IN COMMON !
I REALLY REALLY WONDERED THE QUESTION THAT WE
HAVE WONDERED FOR A VERY LONG TIME !
"WHAT'S OUR RELATIONSHIP IN OUR PAST LIFE "
I GUESS WE WILL NEVER FIND THAT OUT EH ?
HAHAS ! AND I AM SURE
THAT WE ARE GONNA BE 2 BIRDS SLACKING
IN OUR NEXT LIFE SAYING OR SHOULD I SAY CHIRPING
TO EACH OTHER "ARE U DECLARING A WAR WITH ME ? "
WAHAHAS !I REALLY FEEL GREAT WHEN U ARE BY MY SIDE !
WE SHARE EVERYTHING TOGETHER ! BUT SADLY,
I'VE SINCE BECOME CLOSER TO HAN LIN.
I GUESS ITS BECAUSE OF THE COUNCIL !
BUT THAN, THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT. U UNDERSTAND
ME BETTER AND GIVE ME GOOD ADVISE WHEN I NEED ONE.
NOT LIKE THAT STUPID FACE GUY ! JKJK :S
I MEAN SERIOUSLY, U REALLY UNDERSTAND
HOW I FEEL AS A FRIEND !
AND I REALLY APPRECIATE THAT A LOT !
AND EVEN IF OUR JOKES WERE LAME TTM,
WE STILL LAUGH LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS !
I THINK THE MOST I LAUGHED WITH U WERE WHEN WE
WERE CHATTING AT FB CHAT !
"COME CALL THE MEDIACORP COME DOWN TO RECORD EVERYTHING"
THAT WAS ONE OF THE EPIC-EST MOMENT EVER !
HAHAS ! AND I REMEMBER HOW FUN IT IS TO
MAKE FUN AND OWN PEOPLE ! ITS VERY FUN BUT IT REALLY
SUCKS WHEN U GET OWNED BACK !
I GUESS U ARE MY FIRST EVER CHINESE BESTFRIEND !
I CAN'T BELIEVE WE ARE SO CLOSE UNTIL NOW !
AND I HOPE IT WILL STAY THAT WAY CAUSE I KNOW
U DUN WANT HISTORY TO REPEAT ITSELF !
I'LL TRY MY BEST TO REALLY KEEP OUR FRIENDSHIP GOING OK ?!
AND U ARH ! SINCE HANGING OUT WITH THE OTHER 2 GUYS,
U'VE SINCE OWN ME COUNTLESS TIME ! ITS TIME I PULL UP
MY SOCKS AND STUDY ALL THE GL SKILLS !
LUCK I MADE A PROMISE TO MYSELF
NOT TO BHB,SLAP,HIT ETC PEOPLE AGAIN !
IF NOT, U GO HOME EVERYDAY WITH ONE BLACK EYE !
HAHAS ! JUST KIDDING ! I NOT SO VIOLENT OK ?
HAHAS ! U WERE HERE, U WERE THERE, U WERE
EVERYWHERE WHEN I NEEDED
SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR LEND A EAR !
AND UNIVERSAL STUDIO ?
I REALLYHAD FUN THERE !
WOODY WOOD PECKER ! KATY PERRY !
WOOTS ! " ARE U FROM SINGAPORE ?"
"WANNA DO THE SAME POST AS ME " HAHAS !
AND DUN KEEP BLAMING URSELF THAT WE HAD TO GO HOME EARLY !
I THINK IF IT WAS NOT FOR U, I WOULD HAVE COME
TO SCHOOL LATE SIA ! WAHAHAS ! SO I SHOULD
THANK U INSTEAD :D
AND I STILL REMEMBERED THE TIME U
WENT FOR THE NETBALL TRIAL !
HAHAS ! FUN MEMORIES WITH U OK !
AND I KNOW I HAVE STML, BUT WITH U BY MY SIDE,
I DUN HAVE ANYTHING TO WORRY ABOUT ! CAUSE U'RE THE
ONE WHO ALWAYS REWIND MY MIND AND KEEP REMINDING THOSE
THINGS WE DID TOGETHER. DOESN'T MATTER IF ITS EMBARRASING,
FUN,EXCITING, U WILL STILL MAKE ME REMEMBER !
HAHAS ! THANKS FOR BEING MY BESTFRIEND
FOR THE PAST 2.5 YEARS ! HOPE IT WUN JUST STAY AT 2.5 YEARS
BUT ALSO FOREVER WITH HAN LIN AS WELL AS TEK CONG :D <3 align="center">
HAU TEK CONG :P

HEY TEK CONG !
TEK CONG TEK CONG TEK CONG !
STILL THINKING OF WHAT TO SAY TO U !
PS FOR PICKING THAT PHOTO OF U ! CAUSE
I THINK THAT'S THE BEST PICK OF U IN FB !
HAHAS ! GAMBLING RIGHT ? TSK !
STILL UNDERAGE LARH ! WAHAHAS !
OKOK, EHEM EHEM ...

ALTHOUGH WE WERE IN THE SAME PRIMARY SCHOOL,
I ONLY KNOW THAT U WERE IN 6LAVENDER
AND U WERE IN PURPLE HOUSE !
WAHAHAHAS ! I FEEL LIKE
I'M A STALKER~ BUT DUN WORRY,
I GOT BETTER TASTE WHEN I WANNA STALK SOMEONE !
HAHAS ! JKJK. BTW,
IF U REMEMBER, WE WERE PARTNERS
IN SECONDARY 1 I GUESS ?
I BADLY WANNA SIT WITH HAN LIN AND I GOT
MY WISH THE NEXT YEAR !
I STILL REMEMBERED, THERE WAS ONE TIME,
WE PLAYED TOWER BLOXX WITH OUR PHONES
AT THE BACK !
HAHAS ! AND WHENEVER WE TALKED, U WERE
THE ONE WHO GETS CAUGHT ! AND EVERYONE CALLS
U ONION ! HAHAHAHAS ! GREAT NAME !
AND U WERE THE FIRST ONE TO KNOW WHAT HMT MEANS !
HOT RIGHT ? WHENEVER I SWEAT, HE MUST BE AROUND THE CORNER
AND ITS A FACT ! \m/
HE ROCKS TTM ! U'VE BEEN
REALLY A GREAT FRIEND TO ME !
AND ALTHOUGH I ALWAYS MAKE FUN OF UR DARK BODY,
I HOPE U DUN TAKE IT TO HEART !
AND WANNA KNOW SOMETHING INTERESTING ?
MY SISTER SAID THAT UR FACE LOOKS LIKE GARRETT
AND SHE TOLD ME THAT U WERE QUITE HANDSOME !
DUNNO WHY, I WASN'T EATING ANYTHING BUT
SUDDENLY I CHOKED WHEN I HEARD THAT !
HAHAS ! JUST KIDDING ! WAHHH !
I SUDDENLY THINK OF UR "CHICKEN DANCE "
LUCKY I FORGOT TO BRING THE BOARD TO THE HALL !
OR ELSE U DIU LIAN ALREADY !
HAHAS ! AND AND AND, WE SAT AT
THE BACK OF MY BLOCK WHEN U WERE SUPER ANGRY AT *** ***
THAT TIME REMEMBER ? U FELT LIKE BEATING THAT GUY UP !
WE JUST FINISHED PLAYING BASKETBALL AND WE SAT
THERE LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD IS OURS !
CHATTED LIKE NEVER BEFORE AND I ACCIDENTALLY SPRAYED ADIDAS
PERFUME IN UR MOUTH ! SORRY EH !
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND !
ALTHOUGH U CAN BE QUITE LAME SOMETIMES,
I CAN'T DO ANYTHING CAUSE BEING LAME IS JUST PART
OF UR LIFE !
GOODLUCK IN ACHIEVING UR 6PACKS !
AND DO U STILL HAVE THAT AWESOME BIRTHDAY CARD ?
I STILL WANT UR AUTOGRAPH YA KNOW ?
HAHAHAS ! AND, MAKE SURE U DUN SLACK
AT THIS POINT OF TIME !
FOCUS ON UR STUDIES CAUSE I REALLY
WANNA SEE U IN SEC 4 NEXT YEAR :)
WHAT'S PAST IS PAST.
FORGET ABOUT UR PREVIOUS RESULT AND START AFRESH !
U CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON MY SUPPORT !
BEST LUCK FOR UR EOY AND MAKE SURE A'S EVERYTHING OK ?!
DUN THROW MY FACE ! HAHAS !
OKOK, ONCE AGAIN, THANKS FOR BEING
MY BESTFRIEND :D <3

I WILL NEVER LET U FALL
I'LL STAND UP WITH U FOREVER
I'LL BE THERE FOR U THROUGH IT ALL
EVEN IF SAVING U SENDS ME TO HEAVEN
CAUSE UR MY, UR MY, MY TRUE LOVE
MY WHOLE LIFE
PLEASE DON'T THROW THAT AWAY
CAUSE I'M HERE FOR YOU
PLEASE DON'T WALK AWAY
PROMISE U WILL STAY

-RAUSHIQAH HMT

2010-09-14T22:41:00.003+08:00

YES ! FINALLY DONE EDITING THE BLOG !
TOOK QUITE SOMETIME TO REFRESH MY MEMORY
ABOUT BLOG EDITING ! DON'T KNOW HOW LONG
I'VE BEEN STICKING TO THE PREVIOUS TEMPLATE !

I GOT PWNED TODAY BY 3BF !
SENTOSA~
OVERALL, I HAVE ONLY ONE WORD : EMBARASSING
BUT NOT GONNA TAKE IT TO HEART CAUSE
THIS LITTLE TRICKS ARE WHAT BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE !
AND TEK CONG : I'M JUST JOKING WITH YOU BY NOT
TALKING TO YOU EH ! DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY :P HAHAS !

I WAS MP-ING ALL THE WAY TODAY !
LIKE NO MOOD TO SHOOT PEOPLE BACK LIKE THAT !
SUDDEN FEELING~
PLAYED BASKETBALL UNTIL THE RAIN CAME DOWN !
THE BIRDS WERE ALL FLYING TOWARDS WEST WHEN THE
GREY CLOUDS CAME ON THE EAST !
HAHAS ! & WE WENT TO SLACK AT RC
WHEN IT RAINED !

DEPRESSION

2010-09-13T23:33:00.005+08:00

BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION !

ok, its been so long since i change the blog skin,
perhaps i'm not able to remember everything :P
SO, school has reopened and it totally ROCKS !
been having problems lately but i'm sure
i can solve them. happy-go-lucky type :D

HARI RAYA IS ON ! WOOTS~
FUN, EXCITING, MORE FUN, MORE EXCITING !
WANNA BUY SO MANY THINGS !!!
THE GAY WATER BOTTLE :D HAHAS !

got my term 3 results and it SUCKS !
got 3 U ! but managed to clear !
kept asking my sis what the criteria
were to hop on to sec 4. and i was like
"yeah, easier said than done ! "
but i promise myself i would pull my socks up
and no more childish games !
HAHAS ! for the 1 week holiday,
went to library almost everyday to study !
wasn't quite serious till the last day :D
THANKS DREEZEL FOR ENCOURAGING ME !

a lot have been happening lately.
i have so much to say but so little energy to type !
WAHAHAS ! since i've nothing to do now,
i shall post a quite long post :D
ok, what shall i post ?!
OH YES !
i realised i've been a pro slacker
for council this few days. not doing duties and stuff !
at that point of time, i really felt that the council sucks.
but now, i realised i've been wrong ! council rocks !
i thought, "what am i thinking ? council was the first place i met
and made a lot of new and true friends ! i never felt more shiok when
i'm with the peeps ! although the duties can be a blockage from hanging
out with my friends, i managed to overcome that problem ! "

great friends are all around me now !
OHYA ! i wanna thank dreezel for the letter :D
appreciate it a lot <3

to dreezel:
i'm lazy to write back to you, so i was smart and used this method
instead; blogging !
HAHAS ! i really appreciate ur letter. it really gave me
more motivation to carry on with my studies !
although i know i suck at academic, u never fail to encourage me even more !
i also can't believe that i have a chinese friend for a bestfriend !
its seriously my first time too !
u've been really a great friend to me !
although you wrote me a 1.5 page of essay !
i think, i'm gonna make this "speech" short and simple :D
overall, YOU ARE SERIOUSLY MY BESTEST AND TRUE-EST FRIEND
I COULD EVER HAVE !

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU.
U MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE NOBODY'S BUSSINESS.
WE DO STUFF LIKE THE WORLD IS OURS.
ALTHOUGH UR JOKES ARE LAME,
THEY NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME LAUGH !
HAHAS ! WE SHARE SECRETS !
WE SHARE EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON IN OUR LIFE !
WE TEXT EACH OTHER EVERYDAY ! I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT U OCCUPY
3/4 OF MY INBOX !
WHENEVER WE HAVE SOMETHING NEW AND INTERESTING TO SHARE,
U'LL BE THE FIRST TO SHARE WITH ME AND VICE VERSA !
I REALLY HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL BE LONG LASTING.
EVEN IF WE ARE GOING TO DIFFERENT SCHOOL IN THE FUTURE,
AT LEAST KEEP IN TOUCH ?! HAHAS ! BUT I DOUBT WE WILL GO
DIFFERENT SCHOOL SIA !
HAHAS ! THE FUTURE HAS A LOT FOR US !
LETS JUST HOPE THAT WE CAN MAKE THROUGH FOR EOY EH ?!

<3 RAUSHIQAH :)

YOV

2010-08-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

my sight-seeing info :

Hottest guy is from Russia,
Cutest guy is from Romania,
Tallest guy is from France,
Hottest girl is from Ukraine,
Cutest girl is from Korea &
Tallest girl is from Austria :D

LOL, seriously had fun for the past 2 day at YOV !
met a lot of athletes and also made a lot of
new friends, some didn't speak english
but that wasn't a problem cause we did hand signal :P
hope the third day gonna be an unforgettable one <3

HEARTS

2010-07-30T20:41:00.002+08:00

2ND PICTURE OF THE YEAR :D

Is it me or is blogspot changing its template ?
HAHAS! match with bedok view was postponed
due to the rain :(
was seriously looking forward to the match and their
poles are like super high ! NICE~
ball went down to the drain and it was super difficult
to get it out as we had to go through
a super dark tunnel but it was awesomely fun ! \m/

going to gladys house tmr morning to finish up
the proposal for secondary 1 handball interclass tournament :D
i'm super dead busy this few weeks and i totally
messed up A math test today !

THIS MSG GOES TO MY 3BF
CAN WE PRETEND THAT AIRPLANES IN THE NIGHT SKIES LIKE SHOOTING STARS ?
its been 1 month since we have become bestfriends. WHERE IS THE SHIRTS ? hahas !
nehmind, i <3 the times when we get horny and pervertic together. i love it when we talk about crescent moon, and i love everything that we do together !
it all started with WAR but it has since brought us super close together !
i am super fortunate to have you guys in my life and i hope our friendship does not have an ending point :D
i love DREEZEL JADE TOH GEK KUAN, HAU TEK CONG & BAY HAN LIN

BESTFRIENDS

2010-07-25T19:41:00.003+08:00

BEST PICTURE OF THE YEAR ; BESTFRIENDS

Racial Harmony was awesome man !
too bad tek cong and dreezel had to leave
halfway because of their performance :(
everyone was in their traditional costume
and this year most of them wore indian clothes :D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

vanilla waffle cone

2010-07-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE NEW BATCH OF EXCOS :D

I TOTALLY HAVE NO LIFE AT NIGHT !
ESPECIALLY SUNDAY NIGHTS !
ITS SO BORED STAYING AT HOME !
I REALISED I'VE BEEN MSGING NON STOP
THIS FEW DAYS EVEN DURING SCHOOL
HOURS :D
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA, SO BORED !
WELL, GONNA HEAD OFF TO PLAY BB NOW :)
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE~

THE SPACES BETWEEN MY FINGERS ARE WHERE YOURS FITS PERFECTLY XD

28 july 2010

2010-06-28T18:48:00.002+08:00

As much as i guessed,
this picture is the most coolest among all the pictures
taken during Councillor day !
it was taken by ariani's macbook :D

BTW,today was the first day of school and i
elect today as "the best first day of school !"
OMG,seriously, although nothing much went on today,
i still love today,THE SLACKIEST DAY!
and mdm jas changed our place :(
i kind of dislike the groupings but have
to accept in considering for my studies.
BUT STILL, BEST DAY EVER :D

will update when i have something interesting to update about yeah <3

LLLLL

2010-06-25T18:46:00.000+08:00

raised deep in thought cause when i think of you i don't feel so alone !

2010-06-14T20:17:00.004+08:00

for the past 4 years of blogging,
i have only posted 314 post so far ; random info :D

HAHAS !
had a match with SSS just now, the 6th
game was super nice :P
i intercepted almost all the balls,
i guess the SSS players were
slacking down than !
but nevertheless, the game rock \m/

after all the games, i was thinking about fighting
for the GK position for B'DIV spot
but at the same time, GS position :)
better, BOTH !
i realised that i played better
as a defender than an attacker just now :)
anyways, GOOD GAME :D

been really busy nowadays,
and guessed as much,
i've never had a holiday in weekdays
since the school holidy starts :(
and holiday hw ?
i felt easy when i blog-hopped at
people's blog and they too said
that they haven't start yet o.0

HAHAS ! just hope that
this JUNE HOLIDAY will be fruitful for me yeah :P

i don't know why i fell for you

2010-06-06T19:57:00.002+08:00

KOTA TINGGI WATERFALL RESORT, IMY !

The leadership camp @ kota tinggi waterfall resort
was an unforgettable experience for me !
its like SUPER DUPER TERRIFIC AWESOME !
i missed everything we did there ; regardless the punishments
or the fun stuff !
and guess what ? you don't have to be
very physically fit to go trekking :D
its tired but FUN!
i love the ROCK CLIMBING :)

i miss talking about
waterfall girl,rain girl & MM
with zheng yu and farhan !

all i have to say that, the camp will always
be kept in my memories *)

when i was looking around i was actually looking at you♥

2010-05-16T18:58:00.003+08:00

YEAH,MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!?!

went to malaysia early in the morning yesterday,
@ 1.30am :D
dad wanted to bring us to visit grandma,but then,
we still had fun:D
sleptover at uncle's house and went home after breakfast
this morning at this
nice-selling-food stall :P
went to the movies after i reached home
with brother,irfan,iskandar and adam:D

NAH,watched Ironman2.it RAWKS to the core.
i was very puzzled when some of the times
those silly guys at the back laughed at something
which was not funny!?!
and oh god,their laughter was A+N+N+O+Y+I+N+G !

btw,messed up A.math paper.
i already planned on what i want
a grade "U" for the subjects :(
i was SUPER happy when i saw the
first few question but was
SUPER disappointed when i saw the
last few questions!
my mind was like
"OMG! I KNOW HOW TO DO THIS,I KNOW HOW TO DO THIS"
"HOW DO WE DO IT AGAIN?"
DAMN IT,lost a lot of 5marks question :(

but thank god,examinations are over,
and i have a feeling she's gonna look my mum up <3
I'M A TOTAL FAILURE IN STUDIES :P

nites, will update when i have
something to update about,LOLS

whenever we didn't talk for a day,i wonder if you're ignoring me

2010-05-10T15:20:00.004+08:00

whenever we didn't talk for a day,i wonder if you're ignoring me

reporter:how was geog paper? is it great?
me:yeah,it would have be! if only i could rewind back time and do the most important thing,read the instructions.

i totally SUCK man,
i did all of the questions in geog paper
when we only needed to do one. WASTE OF TIME :(
i only realised that i made that stupid
mistake after i saw that there were 2 identical questions
urgh,i can't help to think how stupid
i was whenever someone mention the word "EXAMS!"

i'm changing my feelings towards you

2010-05-03T19:29:00.004+08:00

CHANGE OF FEELINGSXD

its been a while since i got
to enjoy myself without
anything weighing on my mind :P
went swimming with cousins
and siblings on saturday
@ WSC,damn it was super boring
there,i swear!
but nevertheless,i enjoyed myself.
we went into the water,
and held our breathe for as long as we
can and i won all of the game
ROCK ON /m\

monday is almost ending
and tmr's school day.
i cannot believe that i'm saying
this but,
i'm looking forward to school!

nothing much to talk about,
overall,its just a short post
and truely, 12 is my
lucky number:D

its too much of a coincidence

2010-04-30T19:05:00.002+08:00

too much of a coincidence

HELLO:D

went out to buy HTC's bdae
present last wednesday and although
we shopped at causeway only,
it was still awesome(:
Dree's mum and dad treated me
to chicken briyani @ woodlands
industrial park.
for the first time in my
15years life,that was the first time i
did not pay for a taxi ride.
thanks UNCLE!

anyways,spent almost 5hours
at Dreezel's house just now with
Shao Jiang,played WII and darts.
HAHAS! the thought of playing darts
with SJ makes me wanna LOL!
we kept aiming at the door where the
dart board is hung,ended up,
not the dart board have holes on it,
instead it was the door which had
a lot of holes due to the darts. ROFL!
and and,SJ kept laughing out loud
when we played boxing.
whenever we played bowling,he will
confirm have a lot of styles and patterns
to bowl! HIL-A-RI-OUS!
same goes for table tennis:D

we did speech presentation today and
i was nervous when
i walk-ed to the front.i'm surprised!
hahas!
willo update next time yeah(:

BYE LOVES:@

keep running,i'll catch up

2010-04-24T19:26:00.013+08:00

Are we thinking alike?

it was my first time going out with shao jiang:D
and i ♥ it! hahas.
although we planned to revise,it failed,as usual..
thought the library opened at 11 but instead,
it opened at 10! my blood boiled early in the
morning,the library was packed with people.
had no choice but to get out cause it was
crowded and we had no place to revise our work.
LOLS,we headed to national library
and it was also super packed there.OMG!
i can infer that teenagers this days are hardworking

so we decided to walk around illuma and we ate
@THAI EXPRESS,saw our $73 flying away in a flash*)
hahas,but it was worth it though,
the food was nice:D i'll give 8 out of 10(:
we sat there for quite a while
and finally went off to window shopping.
shao jiang played LAN while Dree did
her A.math hw at the so called "garden"
i was slacking and drawing to while my time away.

walked around bugis street and
finally,@around 1730h train-ed back home.

i'm starting to memorize on northern ireland
and i'm impressed with myself just because
i'm willing to memorize it,WTH?!

I♥GREEN TEA
ok,random:D

keep your eyes open,the cops are coming

2010-04-23T19:15:00.001+08:00

don't leave me out here,dancing alone..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
i hope HTC has forgotten to do
his reflection again cause if that happens,
i'm in a treat for 3 milo dinosaur:D

today,i was exceptionally super duper happy!
although the assembly was way too long,
and i could no longer feel my leg,
i still love today!
and it was such a surprise that i could
keep myself awake throughout the whole
school time.
i would have probably dozed off
in M.T and chem class if i wasn't happy today!
in fact,i'm even listening hard
in chem class.OMG,its a MIRACLE!

NO! cca have step down and i'm not used to
the life i'm living now,i would usually have something
on after school,either meetings or
trainings,but now,i'm free!
OMG,its another MIRACLE!
i've not start revising for MYE
and guess what?
i'm not in the least worried *)

i'm hoping to start revision tmr,
and i'm not hoping to burn the midnight oil yeah:D
cause if i do burn the midnight oil,
ITS GONNA BE TRIPLE MIRACLE!

nites loves(:

till we see the sunlight

2010-04-22T19:17:00.004+08:00

goodbye guys,rolled over to clueless.

HELLO!

MYE EXAM IS IN 4 DAYS TIME AND I'M NOT PREPARED!

OMG,seriously,i think i am
not ready to take the MYE yet.
i'm currently like having trouble
with everything except M.T,Eng and E-math!
better start burning the midnight oil
now. but i know,that ain't gonna happen!

hahas-luckily,we've stopped playing basketball.
but thanks to the wheather,i've been sleeping
like what? almost 3-4 hours per afternoon!
and yeah,i've beaten the record
of sleeping beauty!
i can't believe it myself but with that much of sleep,
i still do get tired in M.T and chem class :/

and yes!
Chen long is teaching me chinese(:
thanks eh(:

will update next time,
nites loves:D

EENIE MINIIE

2010-04-19T18:55:00.003+08:00

i'm LA+ZY to upload all the photos of my trip to bangkok!
i shall post one by one on every post.
hehe,anyways,had the SSS match @SSS(:
lost but the match was fruitful.
i used chloe's technique once and pole method
twice.caught them offguard yeah!
hahas.
its been raining for the past few days,and my back
is aching every now and then.i don't know why but my
back gets tired easily =.=
i can't sit on the floor too long or else it'll get real
super duper tired!

slacked at KFC with dree and SIOWqi(:
had lots of laughter and lameness.
HAHA! blogs are lame and annoying,
shall update on facebook and twitter:D

i'm weird.
people likes chocolate ice cream,
i like strawberry ice cream!
people hates strawberry ice cream,
should i say i love chocolate ice cream?
nope,i hate chocolate ice cream:D

SUPER RANDOM

2010-04-14T19:54:00.002+08:00

FIRETRUCK!

click!

2010-04-11T12:02:00.004+08:00

CAPTION!

i wore a non-dri fit yesterday to
play basketball,how stupid? was sweating away and it
took quite a while for me to blow dry
the sweat away.hahas
anyways,DREEZEL!!! you left me alone again yesterday!
how could you? hahas,just joking and i'm not
angry with you larh(:

and THANK GOD,my specs is back to its normal shape
i suffered during the last
day of camping not having my specs with me!
and thanks shao jiang for lending
me the hooker.appreciated it a lot:D
talking about camp,
its awesome!
although my job was only to serve the food,
i still had fun.
poor the facillitators,i can see that they are really tired.
GOOD JOB GUYS:D

i seriously think that i slacked a lot
during the camp as there wasn't much for me to do.
kept playing net+basket ball with tek cong(:
that was pure 100% guarantee super duper pro slacker.
and yeah,joshua and tek cong owes me
1 milo dinosaur each. don't worry chao xin,
i'll share it with you..
hahas..

overall,the camp was a success(:
and i met a lot of new friends.
WILSON!!! funny guy.
and lastly,
HAPPY BIIRTHDAY CHESTER!

2010-03-31T20:31:00.002+08:00

COUGH,COUGH!

i'm super back to blogging:D
its been a tiring 2 months for me.
and now we are starting on
the proposal for NETBALL! camp.yeah!

much going on lately cause
everything we're planning now for
the sec 2 2010 YOG camp is going to
go live this coming monday:)
and i'm ready for it

oh ya,its been some time
i've blogged.
there's so much things i wanna
talk about.but i just can't
remember what i wanna say:(
so i wanna talk about my bangkok trip
last march holiday:D

it was super FUN:D
i specially love the hard rock hotel at pattaya.
OMG,the place was like freakishly cool,
even my big sis said so =.=^
hehe,there was a protest going on
there and unfortunately,
their team colour was RED!
and guess what?
i bought tons of red shorts and t-shirts
to Bangkok.who would have
knew that the protesters team colour
would be red eh?
so that night itself,
i bought one blue+white t-shirt:D

lessen the burden

2010-03-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

3 more days to bangkok!

everything is going on perfectly

OMG! freakishly tired after just playing basketball
for only 2 pathetic hours.i twisted my ankle
and the pain is killing me!
but its been a long time since
i played a very FUN game with my friends:)
me and dreezel played 2v2 with
2 admiralty guys and we lost to them by 2points.
and we could have won them if the hadn't
switch players.

i'm going to skip school tomorrow for the
whole day! no...there's like 2 long hours of
free period tomorrow and we'll be getting back our SS
result for the test.
looks like i'm gonna miss most of the fun stuff uh.

i was not scared when i sang the school song
onstage this morning.hahas(:
its pretty much because of i was leading the
lower sec than the upper sec :S hahas..

anyways,i've been playing much of basketball lately
and i'm lovin' it :D
i don't know why but i'm looking forward
to playing basketball everyday =.=^

on the other hand

2010-03-07T17:20:00.003+08:00

my life is boring and i want everything to be like it used to be

there was nothing else

2010-03-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

i felt useless even though i tried

February ended 4 days ago,and i was surprised!
2months had passed just like that in year 2010.
i still remembered the first day we were in school.
such good friends and i felt comfortable to be with you.
but now,all things are happening.
things that are not supposed to happen,happened.
what a life man!
might as well get over it sooner.

2.4km test is tmr,i'm too tired to be
thinking about the run,it was super duper
hot just now at sembawang.the scorching
sun was like in the direction where
we were doing our duty.
one moment,there were few people for
you to take down their positions.
and another moment,a swarm of humans
buzzing together and rushing
towards us,what a day.
there was no training after that,upsets me sia.
was really looking forward to it(:

there was really nothing i could do,
all i wanted was just fun,but you took it seriously
and now we are in a serious fight.
i want everything like it used to be,
attitude and the same old friend i used to have.
it really upsets me to be ignoring you but can you
just change your attitude? it really sucks you know?
i want to be close to you as we used to,play basketball
together and even gossip happily during
english lesson.but i think,everything
ended just like that uh? i'm guessing that
is why you've not been talking to ya?
hope this fight can really end soon

innocence

2010-02-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

HAHAS! i had so much fun and heartache in
the past few days,i've failed almost
all of my subjects especially e.math
haix,i think i have to pull up my socks barh :S

anyways,celebrated Chao xin's:D birthday last
friday,it was also sports day,hehe.
went to yio chu kang stadium
with zhong xin and the train was almost
conquered by WRS students.
did C.I.P work with the netballers
and i was hoping to spend time with
my classmates on that day.
missed several opportunities
trying to bond with them :(
as i was saying,after sports day,
went to junction 8 and causeway
to find Chao xin's birthday present.
went in action city and
saw this large,medium and small cute
gift bag,we were like racking up our
brains just to think what to buy for her.hahas.
in the end,train-ed back to causeway to buy the black
forest cake as there was no cakes that
we favoured at J8.went under her
block and celebrated there.after that,we went
up her house to wash zhong xin's hair as it was
all covered with the snow spray.in the end,
her dad gave us hongbao and we left after eating the goodies.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN CHAO XIN:D

saturday:
went to cousin's house as he
was having a birthday party there.
went to causeway point first to buy him the gift.
travelled to his house and slacked for quite a while
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDRIS:P

sunday:
played basketball today for 5 long hours with
dreezel,tek cong,garrett,leeson,wen jie,aloysius
and my brother.we gambled a lot too with each other
and it was super FUN!

well,having goeg test tmr,wish me luck cause
i've no idea what's happening in geog's lesson now!
lols,nites:D

warmhearted

2010-02-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

I'M TOTALLY BACK TO BLOGGING!
i missed the first official training last monday.
hehe,went to dairy farm to racky
the place for sec 2 camp,and i seriously think
that the place is way too small to hold a wonderful camp.
there were 64 of us in one committee,including cca leaders.
so yesterday,had this lil 'talk' with coach,it was quite
interesting as it was a private and personal talk with her.
trained with the 'c' div. and played games all the way nia!
at the end,we played '3pointer',sort of,shot.
and i missed all the 3goals,lols hahas :S

been quite busy lately,and i actually felt weird when
i was free today cause nothing to do in the afternoon.
in such a long time,i hadn't felt that feeling!
its either netball,school or councillor stuff after school.
lols,talking about that,stayed back in school just now
to do the banner which i think its very nice.
it had the picture of a warrior yeah!
went to the coffeeshop with han lin and jeremy
after school,ate and went home:D

anyways,sports day is on friday!
i'm so going to be super hyper
and i swear that i want lose my voice.
hahas,cannot wait ah!!!!

updating more on twitter cause wanna summarise
everything :$ loves.

2010-02-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

its the end

everything ended just like that.when the final whistle was blown,
i cried like i've never cried before.it was one of the
painful moments i've got in my life.but everything has ended,
disappointment filled the air for everyone.
i was totally hopeless for the last quarter.how i hope that time
could rewind and change everything.but its all too late now.
i kept reproaching myself,but nothing will ever change.its
just the fact,the reality! and the thing to really do now is
to move on with life and forget the history,just move on.

i still remembered the selection day for the 12 players.
i played well,not just well,but really well.
i felt really proud of myself and i almost
shouted to the whole world that i'm in the team!
the teachers talked to me about how i got
into the team,and at that moment,
i thanked everyone that i could thanked to and
all i had to do was just proof to coach and everyone that
nothing is impossible.but everything ended just like that...

everything i've talked about,its the truth.i can't
help it but to accept it with all my heart although
it hurts a lot.

all of the night

2010-02-06T19:40:00.006+08:00

another year have passed just like that,who knows what might happened tmr.

i want to give a really big thanks
to everyone who gave me their wishes!
and seriously,i'm officially 15! ya!
hahas.

all i want to do after today is just focus on monday's
match.probably gonna play defence again.
hope they are not too fast for me!
ok,seriously,i've nothing to talk about much.
just,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to:
-Emily Khor(:,6th february
you're a great junior,hehe,good luck in
everything you do eh.
-Ariani Adam(:,7th february
i'm really happy to have you as my friend!

all alone

2010-02-05T20:35:00.002+08:00

its either a lose or win in a game,whatever it is,we must always keep our heads high up

firstly,i wanna thank my seniors and teammates for singing the birthday song for me.
so touching(: here's a big thank!
THANK YOU ♥GUYS!

the score was 16-22 against marsiling sec.i felt super happy and
cannot help it but cry.although we lost,i have this great feeling that we played
very very well! i don't know why,but i just felt this contented feeling.
but i'm gonna buck up on the hougang match! oh yeah(: let's be the
first batch to go into second round!

next is,i had three test straight in one day.
it was super tiring and A.math was tough!
chemistry was peas and english was nuts cause
we only did composition test.
and i missed out on C.I.P
never mind,can bond together with the class
anytime.hehe =.=^

and OH YEAH! i'm gonna perform on CNY performance!
with the councillor members.
will be performing lion dance and i'm
the person with the cymbals with chao xin(:
hopefully,will have a great time with them
and i love the dance moves.
i saw the modern dance,it was like WOW!
hahas,gonna update some other time(:

don't forget to tag ya?

S.O.S!

2010-02-03T19:05:00.001+08:00

Yeah! won the match against punggol.i seriously think that it was
not a good game,my shots were super atrocious.well,what's past is past.don't
think about the history,but,think of the future!
next match is with marsiling.they saw how we played against punggol nia.
anyways,will not think of the past
anymore but just learn from mistakes.

played basketball+netball just now with chloe,shuyi and wendy!
was super fun but very hot!
and i was so paiseh to have thrown the softball downwards.
lol,"RED FACE!"
anyways,from tmr onwards,test will be rolling in non-stop till next week.
will have a hard time balancing cca and studies.
hope will not put pressure on myself!
i really want to win the next match!
if we want it,we CAN get it!
that's what coach always says to us!
and i believe every single word of it,hope we
would go into second round and be the first batch to go to NATIONALS!
JIAYOU NETBALL CHAKDE(:

but all you do is lie to me

2010-01-29T19:05:00.000+08:00

one match down,3 match to go!JIAYOU(:
and i just heard from the team-mates,
that marsiling sec shooters are SUPER
accurate! but that's not gonna let my confidence down!
yeah! as long as we are determine,we can achieve it(:
not blowing my own trumpet,but i really feel very good when
i shotted in the goals,me and heed's thinking always
think alike,and that's everything!as long as we have that,
shooting in the balls are not a problem!
so JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU to netballers,CHAKDE

oh man,i'm having difficulties with chemistry,i swear!
of all the things that miss hu teaches,i only
understand the "balancing equation" part.
S.M.A.R.T right?

gonna update some other time nia,
i WANNA WANNA WANNA watch your hands in mine(:

i was faithful to you

2010-01-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

the previous post gave me the urge to post again today(:
i wanted to post about yesterday but did have the chance cause i
was too busy typing all those non-typical stuff!

anyways,yesterday was AWESOME(:
spended the whole morning with the netballers
at innova JC to do C.I.P work.
me and a few others were assigned
for the timer.
i was super amazed with one of this guy
who got potential for track and field!
and coincidentally,i recorded his time.
i was like WOAH! very fast sia.
and yeah,like i said,the whole morning
was spent with fun memories(:

oh ya,dad dropped me off at the wrong place,
me,yus,lydia and eunice was walking
one whole round just to get to the
main entrance of innova JC.
what a laugh,and seriously,the colour of
the newly made HDB flats beside the school
was VERY dull! i swear.

lols!
cannot wait for next wednesday for the match with northland sec
OH YEAH!!
NETBALL CHAKDE!

in the end,you're the one that made me cry

2010-01-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

12 is indeed my lucky number uh(: hooray for #12.
and i made it to the school team yeah.i cried for the
first time in school on that faithful day,i really have to
give my whole lots of thanks to the teachers and eunice.
they were the ones who gave me encouragement when i lost
hope for myself about getting into the team,with their continuous
support,i finally realised that i'm not different from anybody.
everybody have the rights to choose their own life and i don't see
why i can't.so i decided to gain back the confidence that i used to have
during my sec 1 & 2 days.NOW,all i have to do is try to balance
everything,studies are now ok,but i'm having difficulties in chemistry.
physics is ok and fun(:

anyways,we'll be having our first match on wednesday and i have all the
confidence that i need to play well.must really pull my socks up*)
and i just hope i would be able to pass my CA1 with flying colours
cause i wanna try to excel in everything that i do in life
to make my parents happy,they were quite disappointed in me when
i said that i wanted to drop-out of netball,but that was history
and i'm not gonna let it repeat itself again.
all i want everyone to know is that i'm not going to let anything else
disrupt my life ever again,no matter what happen,i'm going to settle it bravely.

this a special thanks to:my netball teachers,mdm memy and miss dina and coach siti as well as,especially to,EUNICE my netball senior for talking to me about
all those stuff about not giving up!

for the past few weeks,i lost confidence in myself,i always placed negative
thinking on my mind,resulting me to drop my standard for netball! everyone tried
to encourage me but it all fell on deaf ears,i ignored their advice until one day i realised myself that i was letting myself and the team down for acting
irresponsibly,i tried to buck up but its all no use,whenever i saw the seniors
playing on court,i knew my chances of getting into the team
was extremely low,i gave myself up very easily and not focusing on training
seriously,i even gave myself a lot of excuses for not going to training.see,i have
this leg infection where it will wound your feet and make it hurts a lot,
during my sec 1 & 2 days,i never complained about those things cause i knew whenever i stepped in to the court,everything else including the pain is gone,but recently,when i gave myself up,i told myself "my leg is very pain,i want to skip training!" that excuse really controlled my mind but its all over.i thank god for all
the challenges that u gave me,i really learned a lot from those fearful experience,
i really,seriously did.i hope i won't ever will let myself down and go against my conscience whenever there's a challenge for me to face in life!

you're the one that made me smile

2010-01-16T21:29:00.004+08:00

i like to make myself believe,that planet earth turns slowly..

HELLOHOLAHELLOHOLAHELLOHOLA(:

its been weeks since i updated the blog,yeah(:
ok,i just want to say that last thursday's training was AWESOME
we played court games all the way after doing some ballwork and running.
and i played consequtively with joyceeeeeee(:
THE WEATHER WAS PERFECT AND I HAD A WONDERFUL MOOD =)

moving on,i'm loving 3-5SPARTANS.
i love my geog class
i love my science class
i love my math class
i love my free period class
i love my teachers
and best thing of all,all is working out fine(:
C.duty has been especially tough for me,
especially recess duty,PRO SLACKER!

nothing going much so gonna end my post here(:

but i,you made me all alone

2010-01-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

HOHO,HELLO(:

i love 3-5(:
its so cool,just the first day in class and i know everyone's name.
cool or what? yay.so i'm having a lot of free time to spare now,
all homeworks are done NEATLY! hahas,yesterday went to my grandma's house,
and i read syikin's blog before this,its so SUPER touching uh.i almost cried reading
it.we played pokercards there and i won most of the games.
and ouh man,i missed the sec 1 cca orientation,was really
looking forward to it lorh,but in the end missed it.i even called
syazana to say "YOU MUST COME!".in the end...
i've been having this feeling towards netball,i don't quite like it!
missing out the training days,STUPIG LEG! i just hope that
my leg can recover soon!and when i say recover,i really mean FULL RECOVERY

i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg i hate my leg

so,early in the morning,went out to collect my specs(:
it was torture for me to be sitting at the back without my glasses!
i was like squinting =.=^ and now sitting with CHESTER LEE!
with shue li & kengi at the back.hehe,loves the sitting arrangement(:
anyways,than had dinner at banquet with familyyyyyyyyyy.
window shopping at causeway which is SUPPERB boring.
and dad bought a new phone.

i have lost the feeling and interest for netball,and that's partly of the reason why i'm missing out training,i just couldn't help it! when i see THEM play on court,i knew that my chances getting into the school team are 0.000001%.i want the days where i'm always enthusiastic for netball,but i just couldn't bring myself to love netball anymore.i don't know why,i just feel like SCREAMING!!! AAAAAARRRGGGGHHH!! ********** angry right now! and the expectations that coach setted upon me! i'm gonna forget all that,i'm gonna for get about how good i WAS.and how coach praised me all,i'm totally gonna forget about that! netball ain't my thing anymore! and everytime i here the sec 1's wanting to join netball,i just want to say "NO DON'T JOIN!" even some of my teammates want to quit now.its all about this and that! when i look at your faces,i knew i would never ever have the chance to be in the school team again,i knew it very long ago even before coach setted the expectations on me! farewell my teammates,you'll no longer see the old me again

sorry mates,you'll never ever see the old me in training ever again!

you made me a better person

2010-01-03T19:29:00.008+08:00

2010!

time flies when you are having fun,that's very true! 2 months,flew just like that. and tmr,1st SCHOOL DAY of 2010!

i really cannot wait for tmr! although not spending
the first three days with the new classmates,i'm still ANXIOUS!
anyways,skipskip to the weekly posting that i never remembered what happened!

last updated was on 25th december 2009.
as usual,26,27,28,29,totally forgotten what had happened.

so,gonna start with 30december2009:
COUNTDOWN!! did our very little countdown party
at my aunt house.she organised it all.
anyways,there was steamboat & BBQ(:
we played games,scrabble & twister.
than,ate and waited for the COUNTDOWN at channel 5.
skipskipskipskipskipskipskip,
also,watched paranormal activity.hehe
not the least scared,although i missed some of the part due to sleeping
hahas,so homed at around 2am

1january2010:
i still have the habit of typing 2009,well
a lot of people do uh.so on this day,i think
stayed at home,only accompanied dad to the supermarket.

2january2010:
went to grandma's house.
it was pouring and we spend the whole afternoon watching
scary+comedy movies.

3january2010:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHMAD IRFAN(:
went to his birthday party,
it was so much FUN.all the games were
cool except for one.prizes were given away.
ate the GREEN CHILLI=SUPER NICE.
hahas,to cut it short,most time of the party
are filled with us playing games.

pictures will be uploaded another time(:

and all i could think of is,your smile

2009-12-25T20:17:00.006+08:00

maybe,reaching out for the sky is a good thing after all

hello(:
have been going back to school 3days consequtively.
gave a miss to today's meeting cause i couldn't
wake up,was seriously tired.
anyways,nothing much to talk about really.
will update later afternoon yeah(:

i feel my tears rolling down my cheeks

2009-12-25T20:17:00.004+08:00

with a dark skin,a dark room doesn't make the picture any better.
HATES IT UH!!
firstly,i really BADLY want the new LE red nike water bottle.

hello(:
lost hope for the weekly blogging uh.
anyways,my back is totally hurting,
been asking my brother and small sister
jump up and down on my back,lols,nice...
so,had lots of fun today.but i'm gonna start on yesterday(:

thursday:
firstly,ate at komala vilas with family,the tosai was SUPERB
but the prata was blek...lols.
after that,went to Mustafa Centre.
was on a really big shopping spree lurh.
i bought this really cool puma red/orange shirt.
small sis bought the same shirt,brother bought a reebok shirt and some pants,
and sis bought make-ups/accesories.
i wanted to buy this netball ball,so cheap sia,$21
and i saw this volleyball,it cost $114.90
dad said its up to me,if you wanna buy,buy it,if not leave it,
cool or what? but in the end,i leave it.
then,headed to KK hospital.
visited my aunt's child.get well soon uh
after visiting,went to admiralty and bought dinner,
and i cannot believe that i missed 2 episodes of together!

friday:
was really tired but endured =.=^
firstly,went to causeway with xueli,dreezel,zhong xin and stanly.
ate at long john's and walk around.
than,went to RP,did my homework,mostly was english.
was freaking deserted there and before i forgot,
MERRY CHRISTMAS(:
after that,walked back to causway point and roamed around.
i just cannot understand why when i always enter a store
that have a sensor,it will beep,thrust me,its not cool.lols
dreezel and zhong xin bought this cool headphone,nice uh.
bused home at around 6.30pm(:

gonna end with a Goodnight,Goodnight(:

every night i try to sleep

2009-12-21T12:10:00.005+08:00

hello(:
remedy of sickness

with so little time in hand,
i doubt homeworks will be
completed in time yeah.especially
MATH! maybe wednesday finishing all of my homeworks.
note the "maybe".lols
anyways,so much have been happening during this few
days,my back is aching reason being for
sitting too long,slouching everytime.
sooner or later,you will see me walking with a hunchback.
lols.so my last update was on 16 december eh.

so much things to talk about yet,only two hands to type thousands
of words =.=^
ok,will try to remember what happened.

17,18,19december:short term memory lost lurh.

20 december:went to grandpa's house.my feet is rotting.lols
god knows how many bubble tea me and big sis bought.
and we made a new old friend.not elaborating

21december:went out with aunt and others to marina barage,
and orchard road.went to look at christmas lights(:
the little kids played with the water at MB.
there was this one time,a kite fell into the
unautorised water place,me and bro helped the guy
picked it up.lols,the kite was super wet,but the guy
just pull it up from above ^.*
then,went to orchard,walk walk,went to eat at
ayam penyet.the sambal is super spicy nia.
bro and me was the photographer(:

one of the super duper long snake kite that was flying in the blue sky(:

22december:changed my mind not to go for
training at siglup sec(?) cause i was talking to
maria on the phone and she said that
the councillor stuff was more important.
so walked back home after joyce and XH walked off.
lols.was so 8%
9am went to school for the sec 2 induction.FUN.
then went for lunch with the whole troupe
at admiralty,we were like conquering one part
of the foodcourt.hahas.moving on,after lunch,
preparation of sec 1 registraton.exhausted from the
carrying of stuff.
after events ended,slacked at councillor room and played pokercards
with rasyidah,farhan,yuen hui and nadia.was super hilarious while
playing.

23december:today,was also fun,met a lot of new people as
it was the sec 1 2010 registration.i was deployed for duty
at the hall.giving out the queue number to class 1-2 and 1-3.
was freaked out by some of the teachers that are posted for the form class.
lols.after finishing duty,went to classroom for uniform
with chao xin and alison to helpout.me and chao xin
was like bussinesswoman sia.and and and,we also
help ourselves to the FREE green tea and 100 plus.
typical singaporeans
briefing by mr siva and ended at around 1pm(:
and my leg is swollen yeah

all i need is a chance

2009-12-16T20:26:00.005+08:00

all i need is a chance

hello(:
had our match with sengkang yesterday.
both b and c div' won(:
it was a good match yeah.
lunched with lin hui,gladys and jovyna at admiralty.
lin hui left,me and jovyna went to glady's grandma house,gladys
played roller blade and after that we played blackjack.
i felt like i was at the top of the mountain uh.striking every game
hahas.

anyways,i was pissed off
with the players from the game UNO
from facebook,i kept throwing
in +2,+4 and skip card and the player
beside me got fed up and even said vulgarities to
me in the chatting board.
i was like WTH?

AMW:leave
me:what?
AMW:i don't want to play with you,leave NOW!
me:why should i leave? why can't you leave? this game is open to all not just you.
AMW:****.i say leave now! or else,i'll leave
------chat stopped for awhile and she left--------

i was like "what was that all about man?" kind of feeling.
who cares if she wanna leave?
she got angry just because i threw some +sign cards.
well its all part of the game eh?
i can't choose which card i want at the beggining of the game.
so blame the computer and not me. ^.^ stupid and hilarious fight though.
hahas.and BTW,its an ang-moh WOMAN not some little girl.

this morning had councillor meeting and it was OK(:
felt really sleepy from the lack of sleep.
after meeting,met dreezel at admiralty,headed of to BNS to meet
zhong xin.went to RP.i only completed my geography homework there.
hahas.and we were lucky.zhong xin inserted 90cents to buy coke,
but the vending machine delivered 2 can of coke.lucky or what? hahas.
we dinnered at banquet and then walked at pasar malam.
i saw this cool nike red shoe bag and LE red nike sports water bottle.
somebody,buy it for me and i'll scream

and thank you zhong xin for giving me the cool set pen
for the christmas present yeah(:

ending with a goodnight,Goodnight(:

feel my tears rolling down my cheeks

2009-12-14T13:20:00.001+08:00

i'm not moving on anymore
H3LLO MATES
will just be a short post for this one

just came back from meeting and i was late,ouh.
i silent my phone and the alarm followed too.
vibrating non-stop,but i was busy sleeping.hahas.

ok,this past few days was super windy.
flyed kites with lil sis and brother(:
it was SUPER windy that right after
we took out the kites out of the bag,
it fly straight away.seriously.
we like did not even have to pull out the string,
cause the wind does it for us.hehe
after flying kites,cycled for a while
around the plot of gigantic land.
3ND

on saturday,went to my aunt's house,
sleptover there for a day and it was FUN.
LA+ZY to elaborate eh=.=

busy now,preparing to go
for training in 1hour time.
will update some other time BYE2

time for a miracle

2009-12-10T15:04:00.004+08:00

i'll PROVE you wrong

ok,just blogged yesterday,so not gonna
have much to talk about today ya.
i miss my friends so much
and yeah,so long never play basketball.
thinking about playing everytime,
HOMEWORKS comes to mind $)
just completed my english hw.
tons more are waiting inside the bag +.+

went to admiralty with brother yesterday,
i bought a new sports shoe.
- i want a new nike shoe bag
- i want a new nike water bottle
- i want a new nike watch
- i want a new nike pencil box

anyways,training today was F+U+N,
did normal courtwork.
i was pretty slow to realised what was
going on at some part of the time,wendy knows^^
and we celebrated coach's birthday(:
I WANT TO GO TO NATION CUP.
and ya,ending off with a BYE %)

maybe its juat the perfect time for a miracle.please,i begged

everyday should be a new day

2009-12-09T12:34:00.003+08:00

you only hear half of what i say

HOLA 8)

finally i'm free today.woke up pretty late eh.
was freaking busy for the past few days.
councillor meeting,trainings and stuff.
meetings have been clashing with trainings lately.
but managed to pull through.
will be having two match consequtively next week.
hope i'll get to play.
and ya,my knee's swollen.it started on monday.
didn't know why.realised it when it started to hurt.
so didn't do much of the stuff in training
yesterday.was boredXD
even walking now hurts like superb.

lol.anyways,i'm starting to do my homework.
it started like when? 3days ago.
and its quite fun actually doing homework,didn't
know until 3days ago.hahas.

and WOOHOO,
sezairi made it to the top 2 in SI(:
me and whole family is supporting him
like forever:D
yay.

will update more next time ya
EYB EYB XP

addiction towards you

2009-12-05T03:06:00.003+08:00

something about you that is so addictive

just change my skin and my twitter's code is
invisible,kind of.
it appears and dissapears anytime it wants.
twitter is suppose to be under music but heck care bout it now.

so,woohoo,have been sleeping very late lately.
here's a real summary of what happened this week(:

wednesday:had match with st'nicholas match.
i was kinda nervous, weird

thursday:had training.
played court games and i vomitted blood /m\
after training,went for councillor meeting
than,went block 24 with brother
to helpout with wedding decoration.
had lunch at mac with brother.
went home at around 3am and i fell
asleep straight away at my bed after showering=.=

friday:went to helpout again at block 24.
after that went to mustafa center.
sleptover at my aunt's house.
i fell asleep exactly at 5am.

ok,its just a short post.
bye.lovesXD

lions rawr

2009-11-30T12:17:00.008+08:00

hello(:

saturday:went to causeway with kak mel and all.
was browsing through stores to stores
to find babies stuff.ate at long john's.
the new pepper chicken was nice(:
sis said so too.walked around causeway
bazaar.after that went to marsiling,was going
around to find chairs.

sunday:went to grandpa's house.
grandma and grandpa went back to johore.
idris and iskandar overnight at our house.
me and big sis went to overnight at kak mel's house(:
lyana fell sick,vomitting through the night.
kak mel ordered mac for us to eat at 4am ^-^

i thought training was at 9am,so went to school
at 8.30am and realised that no one was at school.
i even asked the security guard whether today is monday.
hahas.called xin hui and she said training starts at 3pm.
ROFL.i was laughing to myself all the way home.
so,fana and adrean shah are staying at my house
for the time being cause kak mel's going to malaysia.
YAY(:

canonball

2009-11-28T10:03:00.008+08:00

hello.loves.

pictures uploaded and taken from facebook
my skin is so dark man

Friday:yesterday was hari raya haji.
had a lot of fun and laughter
going on for a day.taxi-ed to
2nd aunt's house at around
11am.ate and watched the movie "papadom" there.
its super hilarious.hahas.waited until 2pm
and then went to my mum's
grandma house at pasir ris(:
ate and did some other stuff there,
at around 7.30pm,took uncle's lorry
home.at the back,all of us were
like shouting and at the same time singing
loudly together.iskandar was the so called
"remix guy" hahas.good times good times.

Thursday:
had training at woodgrove hardcourt.
its very hot there but we managed
to pull through.mostly played court
games.ended at around 12.45
went home,get changed and
went to vivocity with kak mel's family(:
went there and ate at barcelos(:
then walked around mall and went to
the water area.soaked my leg
but fana and liyana was wet from head to toe.
hahas.went to daiso and bought this cool snake
that is made of wood.me and bro kept throwing
the wooden snake into the water to scare the children.
hahas.oh and ya,we bought this freakishly
long sweet.it cost $10 for three.although its very very sweet,
its very very nice.

Wednesday:went out and fly kites with small sis
at the field.it was very hot that we went home
after flying the kite up for about only 5minutes.ROFL

unfortunately,i can't remember what happened
on tuesday and monday.i think i should just
drop the idea of weekly blogging.hahas

easy way out

2009-11-25T13:26:00.004+08:00

for the past 14years i've been living,i now just
realised that i'm not an early sleeper nor a late
riser,i've always thought that i cannot sleep
early because of the coffee effects thats taking over me,
but here's the funny thing,i don't drink coffee

hello.loves
just a short post

so,had training on monday with the
juniors.coach did not come.we were playing
games all the way after doing some physical work.
my ankle hurts like hell
thought my ankle had fully recovered
but i was totally wrong about that.

tuesday,rotted at home
and FINALLY went out at night.
went to 2nd aunt's house
for syikin's,my cousin,birthday party.oh did i mentioned
that it was a surprise birthday party.
she did not know bout it until we bashed her with
the "surprise spray" when she came home.
the cake was unforgettable.chocolate cake layered with
vanilla cream and another layer of chocolate cake and cream.

going to have extra training tomorrow.
yay(:

TY:D

2009-11-22T20:16:00.002+08:00

hell-o

since it has been 2days,20hours,18minutes after
the NETBALL CAMP!!,i just want to say,
its AWESOME lmao.

day camp 1
did not overnight,
but had quite a full day of
not so tiring training day.
oh,just like the other normal training day,except for the few extra hours,its nothing much(:

day camp 2
this day was the most exciting day ever,
well for now,as usual,
ran and straight away played hit-the-pole.
fell and hurt my hand and leg.
lols.what a not-so-emotional scene
thanks maria n michelle for helping me(:
some court game.it rained and
went up hall,played captains ball
with badminton players(:
fell and kinda sprained my leg or should i called it twisted?
sleeping at night was quite chaotic,shifted
a lot of times,here and there :P
freaking cold but slept soundly.

day camp 3
excused from miss dina
for one whole day of training,
all went out for morning run
while i sat and shooted
for a few minutes.it was pretty
spooky being alone in the hall:D
lols.other netballers played a lot
of court game,and i becoming the umpire?
not a good thing though,made a lot of mistakes.PS
had farewell party and gift exchange,thanks
whoever gave the present to me(:
love it.
bid farewell,and walk-ed home with chloe.

END and loves

all day and all nights

2009-11-16T09:45:00.002+08:00

hello and updated(:

quite a few days did not update.
so,i'll try to remember what
i've done for the past few days ya?

13november,friday:
ok,i remember clearly what happened on this day,
friday the 13th,watch 2010 with friends(:
as it was the second day of the movie
screening,there were loads of people
queing up to buy the tickets.
we were kiasu enough to go out of
the house at 11am to buy the 2.45pm show.
no choice,the other slots were full.
after that ate at banquet,and oh ya,
did i mentioned my brother went
along too.hahas.
after that slacked awhile,went to buy
tidbits at value and
they wanted to eat sushi.so we bought
some at cold storage(:
the movie was very touching
especially when it comes to concerning
india(:
after movie,went round causeway and headed home(:

14november,saturday:
went to the swimming complex
with my brother,small sister and idris(:
had quite a lot of fun there.actually,
my aim to go there was to get sunburn
but did not at last cause we only spended around
4hours in the so-not-fun water.
lols,after that headed to causeway point,
ate mcdonalds and headed home.

idris,adam and irfan sleptover
at my house and we were
making a lot of noise
playing with poker cards.magic tricks etc.lol

15november,sunday:
went to fana's house
today.played with liyana and
around 6+,went to admiralty,
dinner-ed at kfc with sister,
and bus-ed home(:

make it

2009-11-11T18:38:00.002+08:00

i can see in your eyes-no surprise[guitar hero,aerosmith]

i've not started doing
my holiday homeworks yet,
and as far as i know,when i
went reading other people's
blog,they have started.
2months of break is enough
to do all of it,but minus all the time for
councillors and training,i doubt i can
complete it within 2months.

anyway,i'm bored to tears
at home.nothing to do and i
can tell myself truthfully
that i'm already addicted to the internet
as well as restaurant city.
its like,whatever i do or
where-ever i am,i can't
stop thinking about restaurant city
how my workers are doing etc.but i know
i'll soon get tired of the game,so i'm not
too concern about the addicted illness.

for the past 1week,
i've not gone out with my friends
or anyone.and i've made plan
to go out with them this
coming friday.hope nothing
will corrupt on friday.for
god's sake,this is my first time
going out with them during
this november-december holiday.
thought of going to the movies
will plan when we gather.

this is such a lame post!

get me OUT of here!!

dream police

2009-11-10T16:30:00.003+08:00

i was utterly disappointed with my small sister

hey(:
the rain came right after the event ended
letting us suffer through the hot and sunny day
without my water bottle in hand as it was in
the councillor room.lols.
anyways,had the sec 2 2010 councillor selection
cum results day this morning.
and i made it into 3-5(: yes,my dream class.
saw the list and a whole loads of new
classmates awaits.hahas.
jenny yang was in the same class so does
chao xin,dreezel and han lin.

reported to school at 8.00am
and saw chao xin wore YOG red shirt and i totally
forgotten about the attire for the event.
so,ran back home to take my shirt.
luckily its only two blocks away(:
after that,went to admiralty
to eat breakfast with the other sec 3's 2010.
and started our duty when we came back.
i saw a few sec 1 friends in the cohort.
lols,10am,took my results and a swarm of people
were buzzing through the result board outside the general office.
had to tip toe at the back and that felt weird=.=
unfortunately,the school will not be offering POA
to our batch onwards cause the teacher will
be retiring soon.so we must choose either
F&N,D&T,Art or drop out of the electives only
if we have additional math which i have.
so,i've decided my mind right after the elections
form was given out that i'm not gonna take any electives
i'm gonna focus my mind on the other 7subjects(:
will update more next time
bye ♥ loves

i'm just afraid to let myself know that i'm addicted to the internet

no surprise?

2009-11-09T17:15:00.002+08:00

♥ Ħ3ĹĹ0

here to update my blog(:
anyways,went to grandfather's house
for the past two days.
photos was uploaded on previous post.
had loads of fun there.
played soccer with them
and fortunately,
we didn't care about who's winning.

brother bought a new adidas soccer boot.
three golden stripes i see?
at royal sporting house in causeway point
on saturday.mum asked me whether
i wanted a new sport shoe for netball.
but nah,i'm cool with the one i own now.
but the sole is kind of wearing off day by day.
saw the new nike sports water bottle
again and wanted to buy it.was afraid mum wouldn't let
but heck care about it now.
ate dinner at KFC
that night and it was freaking cold
in there.
hahas.

ok,going to stop for now
loves♥

sweet emotion

2009-11-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

just a quick post*)
loves

for all the reasons

2009-11-05T20:14:00.004+08:00

hey and updated*)

hola people,
just came back from training and it was
a really fun and relaxing day(:
had theory work today
because of the rain.
ran 15rounds around the canteen
and i was lagging behind as usual
then skipping and did the "ballwork"
lols.don't know what it's called.
OMG,i wanted to die when it came
to left leg skipping,i did ok for the rest though.
they founded my weakness.hahas

anyways,theory work was quite fun.
grouped with jerene and yusadilah.
we wrote down what are our
expectations for dec and 2010.
and my handwritting took up the most space.LMAO=.=
hope the rain will not come on our next training.
i really wanted badly to play court game
cause i've not been playing well for the
last 2days of trainings.
ok.thats all babes*wink.hahas

to xin hui:jiayou for your studies.i hope
to see more improvement towards it.
i really hope i can play defend with you
on the next NZ cause i work with you
real well(: jiayou

ok thats all for the day.
and i have quite a few things to settle.
i've just changed my blogskin and its totally
unfinished lols,and the words/background are too
plain.adding more colours to it
would be a delightful thing eh?
hahas.ok
will update more next time.

TAG ME(:

succeded even before trying

2009-11-03T19:11:00.000+08:00

hey ya(:

friday was last day of school.
and miss dina cried cause we gave her our
well wishes on a big card.
most of my classmates cried but not me.
sad emotions were held back*)

lols.anyways,i'm caught with a flu.
sneezing and coughing away non-stop
irritates myself cause
my throat is also burning.
my leg is getting better day by day.
on thursday,went to the polyclinic
to get my foot checked again
their service is freaking slow man.
but the medicines were very cheap(:
i got a week MC.lols=.=

my brother went on a camp on Monday.
he won't be back till tmr.
it was very boring staying alone at home.
mom and dad went to work everyday.
sis had HIP programme
and small sis is still schooling
i played computer games and video games
to waste my time away.someone call me to play
basketball eh?

10 november 2009 is the day we will be
getting back our results for our class next year.
hope i can be same class with my friends next year.
or else,will have to find new friends.
i'm hoping the school will grant me
the 3rd choice,i don't even know why.

will update more some other time*)
see ya(:

everyday is like a sunday

2009-10-27T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hey(:

finally got that option
form out of my life.
hehe.although i confirmed and promised
myself that i won't change anything
when i reached school to hand in the form,
well,i did.instead of
taking DNT,i'm taking POA.
lols.and the school
offered bio-chem for us
too.anyways,
played basketball again yesterday.
my leg was killing me.
luckily cca was cancelled
for this whole week.
btw,played basketball like
we never played before.and this time there
was me,dree,chao xin,shue li,han lin and tek cong.
but unfortunately,it was not raining:(
this time,played a lot of
matches,5girls vs a lot of boys.
and apparently,we won most of the matches(:
hahas.

today,han lin asked me join them to play basketball.
lols.but no girls wanted to join.so did not attend.
regreted it later on.it was super boring at home.

ok.updated and bye bye(:

in moderation

2009-10-25T14:40:00.003+08:00

i feel like i'm inside a world of total freedom

hey(:
school is supposed to be over this week.
but it was extended.lols.
anyways,training days have been a really
tough time for me and i don't know why.
i just can't seem to focus during training
luckily,results are out and i passed all.
thinking of taking A math.had second thoughts after
sis showed me her friend's A math worksheet.
and a lot of people wants to take POA.and there is like only
1 pathetic teacher in our school.hahas.
mum said i must choose myself and she won't interfere in my
decision making.so,after all the thoughts and my friends
advise,i've decided to choose,A math,geog and DNT for my first choice
dree advised me not to take A math and POA together as we still have E math
woudn't it be stressful.and trust me,my math is not that good.

last friday:
lols.felt like updating on this cool day.
played basketball with dreezel,shue li,han lin and tek cong
right after we ate lunch.it was pouring.
but we didn't care.and i met a new friend,JC.
han lin's junior.asked irfan what was his name but forgotten.
lols.anyways.played for a long period of time.
until almost dark.haix.got a scolding from mum
when i went home.
it was not raining at first.but it started to get heavier.
zhong xin and dree was like noobs sitting in
the middle of the court playing with the rain.
while shue li and han lin played freesbie.me and tek cong played
basketall.it was so much fun.

ok.will update some other time.see you(:

easy come,easy go

2009-10-08T01:00:00.010+08:00

AWAY

ROCKING

TO

NOWHERE

i gotta a feeling,that tonight's gonna be a good night
monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday,friday,saturday,sunday

it just ended.but it shouldn't be that way!

just a short post before i'm gone for good.
i think i wont be posting from today onwards
till idunnowhen
perhaps tomorrow.
but,if i do make it back here,
i will post as much as i can(: yay.
don't ask me where i'm going
cause i'm not going anywhere.
haix.just lazy to on the computer.
although the exams are over
and i'm not confident
that i'll pass math and science,
my mind won't come in peace
unless the results are out-.-
FYI/

Math and science was a pretty difficult
subject to attain at least a grade 3.

Mother tongue was an easy target to
score a grade 1

History and geog? geog was easier.

Surprisingly,i managed to finish my art

English.waiting to see the result for that

AND lastly,i'm gonna take geography next year(:

BYE2

mid-autumn?

2009-10-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

hello and updated.

geog paper is on monday and i'm prepared:)
today is like the fun-est day ever.
its my first time celebrating mid-autumn day
with my chinese friends:)
i met 4 new friends.but i only
remember the one which named belinda.hahas.
sorry.i also met stanley which is zhong xin's little brother.
too bad,i did not take any pictures.
he's so freaking cute.
firstly went out of house at around 11.45am.
went to study with zhong xin and dree.
but the self-study turned out inaffective cause
we were talking all the way.only
managed to do some math questions=.=

after that we walked throughout causeway point
although we knew it was not much fun.
but who cares? lols.
went to eat and finally,went to mandai
tekong park at 6.30
zhong xin had to go home
first to tell his grandma about it.
and when he came back,thats when i met stanley the cute boy.
then,shue li and the 4 girls came along.mei juan
was there too.tek cong came later on.
lols.i was having so much fun when mum asked me to go home.
haix.can't disobey her words cause we going out for hari raya.
i threw all my friends alone at the park.awww...
i love the part when me,tek cong and mei juan had to
find dree and zhong xin while playing hide-and-seek.

well.i'll update more when EOY is over.
or maybe in middle of EOY.
hahas.FOCUS PEOPLE.
bye bye
and i love you guys

good new times,old town

2009-09-27T19:24:00.014+08:00

hello and updated ;)
p/s:the pictures are in random order as i'm pretty lazy to arrange them.hehe(:

have been going out a lot lately.
the plan to go out with dree
did not work out as it was a last
minute decision and zhong xin
could not make it.

well,i want to blog out all the days
that i've been out for hari raya
and upload all the photos that are stuffed
inside my phone.but i doubt
i could upload all.lols=.=

thursday[24 sep 09]
went to 3 houses.
first,my grandma's sister house.
it was quite fun as fana and liyana was there.

second,went to my aunt house.she cooked nasi ayam penyet
omg,the rice taste really delicious(:

thirdly,went to my other aunt house.
nayli was there also.obviously,she lives there.
played with fire sparkle with her and my small sis.
big sis and bro was being sleepy.

saturday[26 sep 09]
yesterday went to causeway point with
mum and siblings.
dad had to work:(
nothing much happened on this day though

sunday[27 sep 09]
today is one of the most busiest and tiring day
that i have in my life.
but rather exciting.
woke up at 5am.
left house for johor at around 6.30am
luckily the checkpoint was not jammed.
headed to my grandpa's brother house.
i love the place there.

next was my grandma's other sister house.
i freaking so ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ her house!!!
its so freaking nice!!!
i took photos of it and i love
the outside garden so much(:

and lastly,i went to my mum's sister house.
her house deco is nice(:
and i'm waiting for the family photo
that was clipped by her camera
to be uploaded on facebook(:
and i also love her pastry.

cranky:)

2009-09-25T17:44:00.001+08:00

Four expectant fathers were in a Minneapolis hospital waiting room, while their wives were in labour.

The nurse tells the first man, "Congratulations! You're the father of twins!"

"What a coincidence! I work for the Minnesota Twins baseball team!"

The nurse returns and tells the second man, "You are the father of triplets!"

"Wow, what a coincidence! I work for 3M Corporation!"

When the nurse tells the third man that his wife has given birth to quadruplets.

"Another coincidence! I work for Four Seasons Hotel!"

At this point, the fourth guy faints. When he comes to, the others ask what's wrong.

"What's wrong?! I work for Seven-Up!"

---------------------------------------------------
An elderly woman decided to have her portrait painted. She told
the artist, "Paint me with diamond earrings, a diamond necklace,
emerald bracelets, a ruby broach, and a gold Rolex."

"But you are not wearing any of those things," replied the artist.

"I know," she said. "It's in case I should die before my husband. I'm
sure he will remarry right away, and I want his new wife to go crazy
looking for the jewelry."

---------------------------------------------------

updated(:

2009-09-22T20:27:00.004+08:00

hello.

oh gosh,have been really trying hard
to look away from the computer(:
so much things to do
and EOY is starting this friday.
OMG!there is so much for me
to do until i can make a list
out of it.
luckily,cca has been out of the way.
i just can't keep my mind focus.
what a bad timing huh? this year,all of the
muslims like have no mood to celebrate hari raya.
what do you expect? be happy and cheering,dancing,singing
while the clock is counting away to EOY?
ok.whats wrong with me.
my mind is gonna burst!
ok.nvm.lets get back to real posting
and list down all the happy occasions.yay(:

i just founded out to day for P.E that:

France,our group,got 1ST for the flag design competition

France,our group,got 3RD for the cheering competition

France,our group,is currently 1ST on the list of all matches

JIAYOU france.we will have a chance to take the gold this year.
just one more match with the last group and its
another thing cleared away from your mind(:
and btw,we won today's match with columbia.they played
real well.good defence.*clap hands.

ok.i really need someone to help me with this.
i just can't seem to get all the math and science
formulas in my brain.
god knows how many days i've been memorizing it.
i just can't do it.
*shout out loud*
and and,i hope the teachers will be giving
a full set of revision paper soon.
i'm really tempted to switch on the
computer whenever i have nothing
meaningful to do.
but as one says,"play less computer and study more"
ok.seriously,i made up that one.hehe.
but,we can't be revising
the same thing in the textbook over and over again right?
it just don't seem right.for me.
well,whatever it is,i just want a FULL set of
revision paper piled into my bag for especially math and science.
well,science? the teachers can give half of the FUll set.hahas

ok.lets talk about something else.
there's a whole load of
pictures saying "load me up,load me up!!" in my phone(:
you know what that means? PHOTO EXPLOSION[in blog format]
well.for the first two days of hari raya,went to a lot
of houses.well,maybe not a lot.
but few.in one house,we can like spend more than 1 hour there.
and i counted the daily packets achieved by me.WOOHOO.$$$
what i want to buy?
i want treat my mum to seoul garden.
sis want reborn her hair.
perhaps,i should cut my hair.
a bit of hairstyle changing won't kill.
nah,that can wait.maybe next year?lol=.=
small sis wanted to buy a bike.
but was betrayed by me.i told dad about her
idea and she got told off(: hahas.
well,bro? as usual.new soccer boots.
he was wondering weather to buy
a nike or adidas brand.i lectured him
to buy nike's.what? its better.

enough about that,i want to talk about something else.
there should be something i want to talk about!
but what? i just cannot remember.
oh ya.i remembered.
BYE(:

i've been attracted to this song lately.
and the speakers are spoiled.aww.
cannot hear anything through it(:
p/s:just to let you know that if you want
to play the video,press pause on my blog song's first.

mind your own business please.thank you

2009-09-11T14:46:00.003+08:00

why do it in the first place if you know
you will get caught later on?

hello and updated(:
and not realising,
its like already friday.
phew,luckily homeworks are done
except for the english powerpoint.
ok.don't talk crap.

Tuesday[8september]:
went out with my besties.
wanted to rehearse for
the lit. drama but ended up
doing loads of something else.
dreezel,chao xin,zhong xin and han lin
are the ones.
but han lin left half way
leaving back all the fun:)
went to civic centre
to rehearse.everyone was like
not-so-hyper.except for dree=.=
lols.
slack for awhile,i mean
slack for a long time.
hahas.
we got chased out from level 6.
after that,we went to KTV.
it was a last minute decision though.
thanks zhong xin for treating us.
sang until throat was soar.
hahas.

it lasted until 4 hours.
and we went to seoul garden to eat
dinner as for me,break-fast.
luckily there was enough seats.
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
after that,chao went home.
me,dree and zx went to the bazaar
and played the bumper car,
pirate ship and the merry-go-round-horse.
it was very childish of us
and the pirate ship,i promise you
its so freaking lame.
it only went up to as high as
what? 2stories?
hahas.but had fun though.

thursday[10september]
which is yesterday.
had a fun and tiring day.
went to geylang with mum and siblings
and my cousins.there were 4 of them:)
bought things for hari raya.
+.+
and this year our family colour is
green:)
yay.but in different tone though.

1.dad and brother has light green coloured baju kurung
2.me and small sis has medium green coloured baju kurung
3.big sis and mum has dark green coloured baju kurung and kebaya

hahas.ain't that cool?
woohoo.
break-fast at teh tarik.
ate chicken rice:)

ok.nothing else.
bye2:)

p/s

2009-09-07T11:45:00.002+08:00

hello and updated:)

hoho.feeling happy.
and gosh.its already monday?
woke up pretty late this morning.
and when i was eating this morning,
well,you know how it feels
like to wake up 4.30am in the morning
and forcing food down ur throat?
if u dun,who cares?

well,lets get back.
u will be feeling half-asleep.
and ur eyes just can't seem to open.
and guess what?
i step on a cockroach!
woohoo.fascinating:)
i wasn't pretty sure what was it
until i rub my other foot to
my foot which was sticking on the
cockroach.
hahas.love that part of my life:)
lols=.=

ok.have i told you
about my results?
hmm.well.lets see.oh ya.not yet.

so,i did pretty well this time:)
and for the past exams,
i have been getting 5 for science.
and god knows how i achieved
1 this time:)
the following are my results babes.

English:65(3)
Math:65(3)
Science:80(1)
M.T:73(2)
Lit:53(5)
DnT: 75(1)
Art:60(4)
History:69.2(3)
Geography:30(U)

lols.i have no idea what
happened to my geog.
but i don't care because
i want to take history next year:)
perhaps POA?
ok=.=
A math? don't think so.
hahas:)

and tomorrow going to go out with them.
yay.not slack but
literature drama.
and there will be training
tomorrow:)
woohoo.
it will be a busy day though.

update next time.
bye2:)

???

2009-09-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

Today's full moon is extremely beautiful:)

hello.
ok.nothing to write.
wait.actually i have.

i feel like the girl
that i am talking about
in the previous post
is really =.=
she still have not yet pay
a single cents.
WTH? and the
1-week-holiday starts tmr.
i hope the fine gets up to
$1000 and lets see
what she will do about it.
serve you right!

ok.i'm not that evil.
if i am,i would have
written down her name
and report the matter to the
police right after i founded out its her!
lols.-ignored:(

and talking about holidays.
the 1-week-holiday
has arrived.
got to study really hard in
this week.
EOY is right after the holidays
and we cnnt afford to lose any time.
i have a lot of math and science formulas
that i have not yet memorised.
lols.

ok.seriously nothing to write.
...
bye2:)

"story"

2009-09-01T13:45:00.005+08:00

hello.

now,yeterday we celebrated teacher's day:)
it was fun,but i was in the hall
for all the periods!
watching the rehearsals for the concerts.
i can say though,
this year concert is very
nice.
hehe:)

after school,went to tekong park with
hl,zx.
dree,chao and irene went at
a later time.
i was extremely tired.
we played volleyball,badminton and
basketball.
as school was dismissed earlier,
the park was full with students!
lols.
i didn't know why
but i was very tired and
my leg is hurting badly!
so went home
very early.
man,should have stayed with them
a little longer.
coz its very boring going home
all by urself!

ok,my post is getting lamer
and lamer by the seconds.
ok,nvm.

bye2

i played this game with my bro just now,and
its quite cool and fun.try it.
play 2players,it's more fun
WAR!!

Box Head - 2Play

Click here to play this game

2 more days:)

2009-08-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

hello:)

today is a happy day for me.
nah,actually everyday is happy.
except for some occasions.lols

so,school was not quite bad.
and i've been realising that
i have been blogging for
3 days consecutively:) yay:)
although i was a bit fed up
when i could not find
the solution to one
of the math question,but
for P.E,it cheered me
by around 20%
......
and talking about P.E,
i think my group have a chance to be
the champion this year!
i cnnt believe that
we thrashed the other team
on soccer today.
me and dree was like,
"aiya,surely lose want larh.
they all so strong!"
but in the end.
its the other way round.
we were so damn happy man.
if i'm not wrong,
the score was 7-1.
woohoo!!
Go FRANCE!!

so,after school,helpout with
the councillor thing.
the dedication booth as
well as the voting place.
did not help much though!
me and chao was sitting
in the councillor room
for a period of time.
talking and chatting.
wait,isn't it the same?
lols.-ignored

after that,went to mandai tekong park.
bus-ed there with chao
and met up with dree,zx and hl.
played badminton,basketball,softball,volleyball,
playground,crocodile,ratatouille.
some were high while some were low,
but on the bright side,everyone loved all
the games:)
hahas.
headed to 888 plaza.bought some school stuff
and headed home.
pheww,what a day.
and to zx,cheer up:)

2 more days people!

ok,will not upload any photos.
bye2.

happy:)

2009-08-27T19:13:00.011+08:00

thanks to zhong xin:)

hello.
since i have free time,update!
lols.so today really had
a wonderful time.
everything was wonderful.
school and after school life:)

well,school,today the
lessons were not
so tough and boring.
all the lessons were
mind-relaxing type.
we had art,music,lit,eng and math.

literature was kind of fun.
went to hall to prepare for the drama.
some of the group-mates were
hyper,some were emo,
some were half emo half hyper.
lols?
kept laughing non-stop!
hahas.

so after school?
went out with zhong xin and dreezel.
i was rushing for time!
since i did not pass up my art
visual diary,i had to rush back
home and take it.
thx dree and zx for following:)
true friends.
and worst of all is,i did not bring
my keys to school.
i had to borrow it from sis.
and i had no idea which class she is from!
luckily ran into one of her friends.
ask her to help me.
i hate it when i'm asked
to go in a classroom with full
of students in the middle of a class.
i dunnoe why?
you will just have all the eyes glaring
at you for the whole time
you are in there!
hahas.its over anyways!

so,rushed back home,took the visual diary
and went back school.
did my colour tonal bar.
thx again dree and zx for helping!
hahas.
and finally done!

how light my heart felt when everything
was done!
so headed to causeway
point with both of them.
ate seoul garden.
ish,zx must have really
felt the pinch!
as it was fasting month
,dad did not give allowance
well,sometimes.
but i could only contribute $2.
how phatetic is that?
lols.altogether,i forgotten how much,
but its above $40.
thx zhong xin!
we slacked,eat,laugh etc
in the restaurant.
it was almost 2hours.
then,went window-shopping.
and one more thing,
everytime i go inside
a shop with a sensor,
there will always be "beep,beep,beep,beep,beep"
i dunno why?
but dun believe me?
ask zhong xin and dree.
seriously man.think of any shops
you like that have a sensor,
when i go in,the beep will always turn on
when i pass through it!
WTH? magnetised-

hahas.after that
walked through pasar malam.
saw nat and gangs:)
said hi and walked back home.
ya,we walked.
not too far lah.
we laugh like mad people
while walking.
and we even made a video.
but i dun have it.
its with dree.
ok,here are some pictures i
have taken!
ENJOY:

3 MORE DAYS:)

chicken chop,lamb chop,any chop

2009-08-26T17:15:00.004+08:00

Played court game all the way:)

hahas.so yesterday? hmm..
had training.and coach did not come.
played court game till the end babes:)
woohoo.but everyone was restless.
not so enthusiastic and hyper.
lols.
ok,i was very frustrated yestd.
dunno why? i cnnt concentrate
from geog lesson onwards.
but my juniors cheered me up:)
thanks.was feeling tired and
everything. omg? are this symptoms
of cancer? touchwood.jkjk.
because someone was being "fierce"
to me,eh come on? i did not even do
anything wrong?i just walked pass her.
and BOOM!! she started yelling at me?
and not even a word of sorry was
said? ....
well,i dun even care now.
and i just cnnt understand?
why are the sec 1s and 2s
so "act innocent"
especially,those classes that i
attended for duty.
when i was doing my duties,they were like
so arrogant and stupid!
they even shouted vulgarities at me
and my 2 partners.WTH?
haix.kids nowadays.hahas.

ok,today was pretty lame and fun.
had geog quiz.and simple at that-.-
hope to get full marks:)
we changed classroom again.
this time to 4-1.
their class is ok.
but i think the previous class is better:)
4Eagles:)
lols.just a casual remark.
after school.helpout with
one of the teacher's day event.
voting as well as dedications to teachers!
it was freaking fun.
lols.not many turn up.
but voting was successful i can see.
a lot of pupils voted.
and i raftly know who's gonna win:)

ok,gtg now.
and btw,i have created a new blog.
its my 3rd blog:)
but its private.
those who wanna come in,please
leave your email at my tagboard:)
only best friends,blood ties and
people whom i know REALLY well
will i accept ur email.
till then,
sayonara:)
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

F.U.N

2009-08-22T15:15:00.002+08:00

hello:)

i will be blogging once a week
from now onwards.
although i cnnt quite remember what
happened in the whole week.
but nvm.

ok.came back from school just now.
and today is the first day
of fasting.yay:)
hahas.just now,
went to school for the
helpout for honours day.
had to wear the blazzers.
OMG.its freaking hot in there.
luckily,it was a windy day.
hahas:)

so let me rewind my brain.hmm..
i can only remember what happened
yesterday and on thursday only.
i have been forgetting a lot this
past few days.
lols=.=

so,yesterday.school was per normal.
went home early.yay.
and oh ya.volleyballers
had their match.Jiayou.
after school went to slack for a
while at our 2-5 classroom.
wah,there is still the air-con
type of feeling.
hahas.heaven:)

lols.then,realised that i have forgotten
to bring my keys and no one was home.
straightaway went to aunt's house as mom
and sis were there.
fana and liyana also were there:)
my feet is hurting badly now because
of the 2 cuts.

and ya,did i say school was
normal on this day?
well its not.i had the interview
with one of the teacher's from innova JC.
he was pretty old.hahas.
i was freezing in that cold room.
and the gentleman was like
searching for the air-con controller.
the interview went quite well:)
and i had fun in the room.
he was just being very casual.

thursday.had training.
well,the others did but not me.
there's two facts.
i did not bring my shorts and
my feet was hurting badly!
lols.so instead of staying at the
podium,sitting in the hot sun,
i went to bb court to cheer
for the volleyballers!
they won.woohoo.they fought with SJC
such a nice school name.but WRS is better.

lols.ok,thats the end of my post.
will most probably blog again
on next saturday,sunday or maybe monday,tuesday,
wednesday,thursday and friday.who knows?
hahas.
bye-bye:)